more confusion.

[dixiebitch07]

okay so since i dont update here much but i still have friends that read it, i'll post whats on my mind, here.

there is a part of me that believes i am bi. that i am attracted to men and women alike.

and then there is the other part of me that still sees the male gender as attractive, however cannot picture myself enjoying the act of a hetero sexual

Comments

[as_silver_seeps]

I go through the whole identity crisis thing every few months or so. I can't say I've ever had those same thoughts exactly, though.

I dunno, it sounds to me like you might actually be gay, but what do I know. It's possible that you just can't picture life with a guy because you haven't had the same relationship with guys as you had with girls (is that accurate? I don't know everything about your dating life, lol). You might change your mind if you ever got into a deep relationship with a guy. But that's just a theory; feel free to shoot me down or whatever ^^

[dixiebitch07]

i appreciate the input! i've only had the one lesbian relationship and that was with Other Kat, but since that, even though she doesnt seem to be a part of it anymore outside of just friends, i still am feeling this way. you could be right. but i've only been hurt by guys. so that scares me as well. like i said, im soooo confused and in the midst of trying to get my mindset moved back to school, i have this weighing on my mind. oddly enough, i think my shrink will say the same thing. gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

thank you for the input. i've taken it to heart. <3

[as_silver_seeps]

Cool, glad I could help :D

[arablizzard2413]

I dunno, I feel kind of the same way with girls. They're nice and all, and I like the personality of many of them, but the thought of sex is icky. LOL

I'd say it's just because you haven't been in a good relationship with a guy yet, it's all what you make of it and it's not something that needs to be stressed over or anything. Just go with the flow, if love happens, it happens.

[dixiebitch07]

yeah i just im kinda leery of getting hurt by a guy again so idk. i'll definitely go with the flow and just see. thankies!