well i told cristy simply that im glad she cares enough to pay attention to all my shortcomings...and i wasnt being sacrastic either...but i proved the platitude right...you can truly never go home again...people change too much and one should not expect pplz lives to stop because they leave...i didnt expect them to not move on but i had a twinge ( Read more... )

someone find me the biggest sharpest knife in the world so i can put everyone out of their misery. i dont know why all yall pretend to like me for me...ppl are juss gunna criticize me behind my back, to my face or all over the fucking internet. (if you are lost go to www.xanga.com/xfreaksunitedx ( Read more... )

noon today was the first i've eaten since dinner last night...i barely finished dinner...and what i ate at lunch today i ate half cuz it was making me sick. i got hungry late last nite but i settled for a coke bcuz if i would have eaten it would have been pointless...i would have thrown it up. i woke myself up last night crying...i was crying so ( Read more... )

hey yall i know it has been a LONG ass time since i updated! quite a bit has happened so if you wanna know what has been goin on go to http://www.xanga.com/xdarkdixiex and read up! 5 DAYS AND IM BACK IN MEMPHIS!!! ooo for those who didnt know(which is most) i moved to colorado :(. i ( Read more... )

for those of you who don't kno, my family is my world. my family means the world to me. my grandfather died sunday morning and i havent been the same since. i'm a mess and there is nothing i can do about it. it finally sank in last night. i cried for 3 hours str8 and then i couldnt sleep. i know he was old. my goodness he was 82...but he was my ( Read more... )

i kno i am in a christian group but i cuss and im sry if its disrespectful...all you have to do is ask me about my faith and i will give you my testimony! i just have an interesting life and an interesting way of showing it!!! im juss lettin yall kno so yall dont call me a hypocrite or somethin...i will tone it down tho!!!!

i told that bitch to get to steppin...well my mom decided to take things a lil further and she imed trash and trash had some choice things to say about me. she told my mom that i am a bisexual...1st of all..i have nothing against them...but i am not one...2nd of all i have no idea where she got that from. i said somethin to a friend of mine about ( Read more... )

well...i have called it quits with bff and just in time...she has twisted the real story sooo much that wen the guy contacted me(hereafter known as HD)he said she said that i twisted the story. grrrrrrrrrrrrr anywayz...it's been rather interesting because BFF(now known as trash*)and i go to the same church, are involved in a lot of the same things ( Read more... )

and now the cast of aour show ( Read more... )

Monday-im 15 years old and my best friend makes my head SPIN!!! Dear GAWD jealousy is a bitch!!!! i wanted to meet her friend with benefits that i had heard a bunch about...well turns out he's a jerk. they came to my house and we were shootin the breeze in my carport. he's 18 btw...anywayz...he said somethin about goin drivin around. well i called ( Read more... )