bye.

well, try again.

Nothing is taking me down, down, down ( Read more... )

i keep thinking hey, yeah, we're alright, we're all okay, nothings ever been better than this moment, yep that one, the one that just passed by but hey! thats okay too cuz this moment isn't too bad, not too bad at all, oh shit, now where did it run off to? well, wait it out, wait for it, wait for it, theres one! woohoo we're all doing just fine ( Read more... )

as much as i love being home, i can't wait to go back to holland and get my feet on the ground again. i'm going to start traveling more, i get time off and make a ton of money, and everything is so so so close its insane. soooo... heres to 40 euro round trip tickets to spain.

and maybe even a bit of hitchhiking.

my pores are exhaling wine.

bliss.

i think the parents of the kid i look after spend 80% of their time together trying monopolize the love of their child. its too bad they hate each other so much ( Read more... )

well well well ( Read more... )

i am i great big failure. i am a great, big, fat, bitch of a failure. uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.......

i hate myself.

i dont like feeling sad all the time... i wish i was just happy with what i have and where i am... i dont want to leave home anymore. i want to stay here and fix up my moms house and have a horse or two and a garden and a dog and whatever else and i want to be near my family and i just want to be happy goddamn it. i just want to be happy ( Read more... )

i miss california.