I'm ready to be happy again .. Im sick of bein sad.. but I dont see it happening any time soon.. =(

I love you Collin - thanks for always listening ! <3

Okay.. my weekend ( Read more... )

Allen let me drive his truck =) .. it was extremely cool ! lol

Wow.. I just got back from stayin at a beach house on west beach with Mark Jamie Shannon Chris Ronny Joseph Andrew and Amanda ( Cooper ) and I had so much fun it was awesome... I met alot of new people and friends and did some crazy things.. Last night Brad Edward and Lucas came over for a while and we all laughed and hung out for a long time.. and ( Read more... )

Whats the real meaning of a friend.. cause I just dont know anymore

Had a crazy night last night... I actually went to sleep early.. or well tried I got in bed at like 11:30 .. and just layed there and thought bout everything goin on in my life.. I like some of it.. confused bout other things.. and just plain out unhappy bout others.. Josh called me around 12:30 and we had a long talk bout everything that ( Read more... )

=(... it will stop hurting this bad soon.. right ?

hmm.. today was interesting.. I got to sleep in then i went to the eye doctor and got some new contacts ( thank God i can finally see now!! lol ) then i somehow convinced dad to let me drive so i was drivin real slow so i wouldnt have to check in but i got to school before 11:30 so yeah... but anyways it still felt like a really long day.. im ( Read more... )

life sucks...

Hey yall !! I havent updated in like forever... but thats okay... recently ive been hangin out with the same old people except I called Andrew last week and we ended up goin to the parade with alot of people and ended up at CJ's house somehow... hmm wonder how that happened... lol but yeah we are just friends... Collin comes down this weekend... we ( Read more... )