Comments | dizzy_damon: It's O.V. That's "OVER" in Memphis

dizzy_damon

It's O.V. That's "OVER" in Memphis

Sep 16, 2004 01:13

Well It's Done!

Well here is the day....

I never really thought I would here the words come out of my mouth.... But I say it with all my heart... I am done... Done with countless nights of never knowing why.. or what I did wrong, what I said... All of the fucking above.. I reached the point in my long and wild life where I am done.. ( Read more... )

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Who would've thought this would happen? anonymous September 17 2004, 13:41:45 UTC

Hey cutie-pie. I'm not really sure what to say to this one...OH, BY THE WAY...THIS IS YOUR FAVORITE MEMPHIAN (don't you dare say Angela!). I guess it's about time you try to do some things for yourself. I am happy for you as long as you are happy. And keep in mind, I know this is cliche and seems like the hardest thing to do, but-she EXACT MOMENT that you forget about love and completely aren't thinking about it, is exactly when it will come.

Re: Who would've thought this would happen? dizzy_damon September 17 2004, 14:16:13 UTC

I know.. I just thought if I worked towards it long enough something might work out for me... But I've gotten past that thought now... I'm in the state where I am not gonna worry about anything when it comes to women from now on... I don't feel like I should have to turn my life in a 180 or any direction for anyone.. So I'll just keep on keepin' on and see where it takes me... Well, I will be leaving in the next two years so we have to hang out for sure.... Possibly I could leave after next semester so we for sure have to hang out this summer! Have fun in the M-Town, and if you ever meet a guy named Chris Butler, he's a kick ass guy and you should show him around Memphis.. He goes to college at some little school pitching for them so if you see him, tell him I said what's up.. good luck in seeing him in the big ass city... Have fun up there

How cute! I like your journal! anonymous September 17 2004, 13:47:57 UTC

It's not as creative as Kates, but hey, I am not here to judge. I don't have the balls to put my life story online, but you do! Do you let her read this? Does she even know about it? It's Squange, if you didn't know. I let jess read it too, ok? Anyways, this whole, "cleaning up her life" thing, she did it to me to, said we couldn't be roomies next semester, and my heart was TOTALLY broken. Why? I don't understand, but she does some emotional cleansing every once in a while, so this isn't new. Just hang in there Dames, do what is best for you, you should have been doing that this whole time, you know that! I love you both, and of course, it's my best friend, and I WISH you two could be together, it's something you both need. It just takes time. But when you are tired of it, I totally think you need to move on. I just wish you didn't have to...

Re: How cute! I like your journal! dizzy_damon September 17 2004, 14:10:17 UTC

Hey, it's cool... I understand... I realize that spending my college years chasing an emotion, a ghost, is not what I had in mind. I realize that things change, so I have moved on.. I'm not looking for anything but an education and a job in college. I may move to New York to go to flight school after this year so who knows... I have half of my tuition paid up there so it would save me money and further my career plans.. Either way, I'll be in another country in the next two years anyway. So if you don't see me for eight years, Blame the Air Force! So we have to kick it befor I leave for sure.. Thanks for the input... See ya

Re: How cute! I like your journal! anonymous September 20 2004, 13:25:12 UTC

Yeah,well, that isn't the case NOW, is it? Mr. "I am going to go to Denny's after work, and then sleep with that girl..." YOU LITTLE HUSSY! Things seem like they are looking up in that area, or am I wrong? Hope you had a great weekend....I HAD AN AWESOME WEEKEND! Where you planning on going in two years?!

Re: How cute! I like your journal! dizzy_damon September 20 2004, 13:36:37 UTC

Well, I must say... the recent turn of events have changed,but that is neat. I am going to flight school.. Either NY or Florida.. The Air Force is sending me... Things are looking up, so that is neat..