(no subject)
I am SO excited about the Taste of Chaos Tour. To be able to see Thrice again.....::deep sigh:: I cannot wait. I am busting at the seams.
I have dreams about them every night. i am SO obsessed. Last night's dream was amazing. I got to hang out with them... And in my dream I actually thought to myself "I CAN'T WAIT TO WRITE IN LJ THAT I GOT TO HANG OUT WITH THRIIIIIIIICE!!!". Last night's dream came about though because, i was talking with their manager, Nick, yesterday. WITH Their MANAGER!!!!! i could have asked him to relay any message at ALL to them and he would have!!! But i am SO chicken. Even in my dreams I cant talk directly to them. I have so much to say and so much to thank them for and everything that I totally clam up.
BUT. I am GOING TO MEET THEM at a MEET AND GREET before the concert!! djfhdjfdkjgdjkd I plan to start writing a letter to give to them. I don't want to just go up to them and ask for an autograph and picture and crap. I want them to know how much they mean to me. How much they have affected me. And they even say in interviews about how they feel it's such a loss that they have such limited time with their "fans" and it's spent just signing something - that they dont get to KNOW them. Gosh, I love them.
I technically met them last November at their concert, but I cried and couldn't say anything. So I begged Mandie and Daniel to go get a picture with one of the guys. They kept walking past us, though, and i was freaking out the whole time. i waved, then hid. haha. i am so pathetic.
i guess that's all i wanted to babble about. i am sooo bored and lonely. i wish i had close-by friends that i could call up and ask to come over for some hot cocoa and a movie, or just chit-chatting.
I still havent gotten daniel anything for Valentines Day. usually i am all about holidays and giving and everything, but I guess I've just been so "blah" lately. I didn't even end out Valentines to you all! I feel awful about it, but i know you guys understand. Also, Daniel isnt into the whole "gift thing", anyway, it seems. giving or receiving. it's rather discouraging. Oh well, maybe i'll think of *something*. It wont be much, though. I was so excited about giving him his christmas gift and he hasnt even used it once. after all that trouble i went through. ugh. boys are lame.
okay well, my stomach is starting to act up pretty badly, so imma go lay down.