funny how the friends i thought would keep in touch don't..

people have bigger things to worry about i see.

Sick to my stomach, for no reason. Alcohol poisoning? no.. hungry? noo. Something is seriously wrong with me. I'm not happy and I cry alot. It's not school, I like school. I chose the best school for me, and I made friends. I just woke up from a nap feeling horrible. Bad dream in the nap, bad dreams all the time ( Read more... )

So I'm coming home this weekend, as is everyone else. I'm really excited, it should be fun. Anyone else up for the football game friday!!? Ryaaaaaan!!% YEAH AND BIG E ( Read more... )

college seems to be the new topic to discuss on livejournal. well i just got down with my first college paper about psychological dissociation. im proud of myself, but i never want to write a paper again. then me and deb went down to our friends' room with some people and were playing powerhour/kings. fuck RA's. i look down upon all of you ( Read more... )

Everywhere I go, whether it be the Bahamas, Stone Harbor or Boston, the second I come home I realize how much I hate Springfield. I guess it is time to leave, I need to make the best of my life. And I will ( Read more... )

i love my grandma

people don't realize how badly their stupid comments can hurt other people. i am by far the most insecure person i know, and i dont need to know people are talking about my actual insecurities. im gonna be sick. i fucking just wanna cry myself to sleep. i need someone to talk to.

i haven't written in livejournal in a year but i think im gonna start back up again. my life is going through some dramatic changes and i could probably use something to vent through. college is coming soon, i dont want to go yet i can't wait. i've been getting alot closer with some friends which is gonna make it so much harder to leave. i cant ( Read more... )

oh fucking wow. its what 2:30 am and i havent wrote in livejournal since october and im drunk. OCTOBER. its july. but anyway, i just wanted to update this for my own being. my girl deborah is passed out on her bed, more drunk than me for once. i swear we have the best friendship ever. and we just got back from a random awkward party that actually ( Read more... )

i want to make new friends, with people i would never usually hangout. or some one i never gave a shot at being a friend. or becoming closer to an 'acqauintance friend'. hahaha, i love my friends now, but i want more.