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Jan 31, 2004 01:15

ok so one thing that i have learned through my years of experience is that djs are loners in nature. from what i have seen, and i am including myself into this catagory, djs will never be part of the in crowd. though we may try we will never really be in the party... so we strive to create the party instead. since we can not go on the journey we ( Read more... )

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I DONT HAVE UR EMAIL anonymous February 3 2004, 11:08:13 UTC

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Re: I DONT HAVE UR EMAIL dj_cres February 3 2004, 20:46:25 UTC

wassup dude. email here is djcres@sfsu.edu. i totally feel what youre saying. i feel the exact same way, but in what you are saying is a bitter sweet message. its great to be a dj, and do your thing behind those decks. even when im alone i dont feel alone when im spinning. but at the same time you are not with the rest of the people partying. you are creating the party, which encomposes its own sadness ya know? as for the rest of what you said, its not so much that im looking to change who i am to fit in, but that i want to get myself out there more and try to become a part of something. back home just chillin with you is always good times enough but up here i want to just let people know what im all about. i find this to be incredibly difficult for some reason, and i keep ending up with the same result of just me myself and i... and suddenly im back at the decks again. i cant help but wonder what its like to be on the inside of something, even in big groups i still feel pretty much by myself. for people like you and me it will be ( ... )

???????? anonymous February 3 2004, 23:17:02 UTC

NO DEBTS HOMIE. I KNOW U DONT WANT TO CHANGE THE WAY U ARE, U JUST WANT TO BE MORE OUTGOING. IM TRYING TO DO THE SAME. BUT BRANCH OUT IN SF. IF U NOT FEELING THE PEOPLE IN SFSU, GET OUT INTO THE CITY. BE OPEN ABOUT UR MUSIC AND SPINING AND SHIT AND ULL RUN ACCROSS PEOPLE WHO ARE SIMILAR. UNTIL THE 12TH MY FRIEND..............
PEACE
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hey =) anonymous February 11 2004, 10:01:52 UTC

Hey Ryan its Wende, whats up?
I'm was gonna come up to see you with Adam, if you don't mind me crashing too... would that be cool? I'd really like to see you and your school and all that =) so can you call me in the next couple days or post or something?? i was hoping you'd be online, but i haven't seen you. so just let me know, ok? I'd really like to come see you =)