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I thought id grasped just how bad a person i'd been, and how much pain id caused.
I was wrong.
Now i really know. If it felt as bad then as it does for me now, then its no wonder things have panned out the way they did.
I am a fucking terrible person.
I thought i mite finally have doen some good, put right some of my wrongs. But i obviously havnt.
Your probably not reading this anymore stacey, which i understand, but i can't help but apologize again if u are. I know i deserve everything im feelin, and u deserved none of how i made u feel. Im a bastard, i know that now, i really do get it.