Revolving Life

[djbiomechanic]

I began to scan back through the writings of this thing and discover new things about myself. Pain and self discovery are constant as I grow up trying to define what will make me content with life. In the end of each adventure, I am left broken and left picking up the pieces with nothing left but a head full of thoughts and a computer full of

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[tyler_crotch]

this is exactly why i never told you i would pray for your father. because i won't. i'll wish him the best and hope that it all works out, but i can't pretend to be someone i'm not, or to possess these capabilities that i don't possess. to be honest, i will attribute the successes of his surgeries just as much to the chances of the human body as i will to the skill of the doctors. and who's to say i'm a cynical or unfavorable man for not "leaving it up to god"?

i don't know what you're going through. i couldn't. but at the very least, i can let you know that you and your family are receiving any positive vibes i am capable of sending out.

[djbiomechanic]

Yeah it's been surreal to say the least. I never imagined I would have to deal with this anytime soon and this is the first real medical hardship I think I've ever had to deal with on this level. Old age from the grandparents is one thing but having your brain tinkered with is something that keeps me in a sea of thoughts. He's slowly recovering and I hope we beat the odds. Least you understand where I'm coming from.