cast parties and maudlin reflections

[djbobpat]

My lord I’ve had an odd evening. I apologize in advance, this is a bit maudlin, a bit heavy, and no where near as light as most of my posts. The music that plays now is appropriate in too many ways: “wasted time” by the eagles on my random playlist. I just went to a cast party for a show where I felt half-included. The older cast members know me

Comments

[glittergram]

whenever anyone says coterie, the first and only thing that comes to mind is vampire the gathering. but that's just me.

we should really advance beyond this random poking thing and actually hang out, tho i feel that since mel lives upstairs from you this might be happening a whole lot more often anyway.

so yeah. stay here. have shenanigans.

[bassbahl]

This sounds like a post I could have writen about 2 and half years ago, though not quite as eleoquent. It would have been eerily similar.

I dont know if theres any advice I can give, but the result of my story was following what felt right for me has put me where I am today, and I'm ok with it, and happy.

Though if you haven't seen Clerks 2 yet, maybe check that out. Oddly enough, I think similar issues to the ones you allude to are touched upon.

[anonymous]

the only real choice is move your ass back to RI and take your dad with you!! it would be great having you close by again and you can teach me more about d&d.

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