so lets see, my life during the week is class, nap, library if i find time, and drinking. im not complaining. i want to stay in providence this weekend, but i already have plans at home. im at the library now. chris is letting be borrow invisable monsters so im going to start that eventually ( Read more... )

since last thursday, i havent drank twice, sunday and monday. and most the time, i get way to drunk. i got the spins on the dance floor last night. i need to stop. after saturday, im going to take it easy. im blaming all of this on neil ( Read more... )

im at the library. im supposed to looking for a book with a recipe of a biscuit. but i stopped looking ( Read more... )

things are great, everything that was not good, is better. its also 60 degrees out and me and rachael are going to the park. mike drank last night, it was edge break, instead of spring break. i realived will muldoons first drinking expericene, with tang and all. im happy ( Read more... )

i have a weird feeling. not good, not bad. im makes me feel unsure. i cant quite put my finger on it. but i know i don't like it.

i've be seeing a lot of everyone who matters most to me. life is good.

since i haven't really been home, except for a day or two, since julie died, i still expect her to be there. last time i was home, i avoided being home, and when i was home, i stayed away from my living room, because she wasnt there. if i am in the living room or kitchen, i expect to see her. out of a 14 year old habit. im going to be home in two ( Read more... )

as soon as i get home, im going to the beach. i miss my cabana. maybe, ill jump in the water. maybe nott ( Read more... )

im fusturated ( Read more... )

hey 1800 flowers, suck my butthole. please.