Feels like I hardly date but I mean, I have SO many exes...

GIRL

Lately:

Last night was rooftop downtown, the space we've all come to hate, the mouth swallowing you into tweaker palm trees and hoop dancing and headdresses. To see a culture propped up on a week out of the year recreate itself every weekend makes you want to start a rival cult of consumerism and hygiene.

As it is, there's so much on my mind. Laurel caught E in a magazine, New York swirls around Los Angeles. C mailed me and it was the bit of apathy I noticed first. Do I just not care? I've passed on a scene, pulled out everything I thought worthwhile, ran screaming from the excess and self-oblivion S is mired in. S and C hate eachother really, ( Read more... )

Tonight a bunch of my favorite things all happened at the same time. A free show from a band I love, free food, free drinks, rooftop DJ, free parking, and proximity two minutes from where I live.

GIRL

Feels like I've been beat up. Miles of sleep haven't rooted out the sore throat and aching feeling. I'm going underground

I've been running around with Philippe, breathing in Venice and Hollywood, crashing out near the ocean. Saturday went something like this ( Read more... )

Lately:

Taken it down a couple of levels, now finding pleasure in reading in bed, cooking, eating chocolate and butter toffee nuts, watching movies, and mobilizing for the next phase. There's no real reason for me to go out, it just creates more hassle, like Thursday when I got home in tears. I shouldn't have b/c A got me a drink and we were ( Read more... )

It was wickedly last minute. Philippe called me with an extra set of passes and I dashed to the desert, heat and sun tearing at my LA comfort. Danced a blur to Miss Kittin, synth punk glam trash electro beats that stuck to our skin and slid down our faces. Kasabian was a mild flash of noteworthy, M and I crashed outside the tent and cooled down ( Read more... )

S: "You need to have an edge ( Read more... )

Lately ( Read more... )