it's thundering rain outside..
. I didn't get more than an hour of work done tonight !! :( ... but... I have lots of time tomorrow morning so I better get it done..!

** I have pics of my pool!!! they are really big just to warn you!...**
( The pics )

After thinking about myself I realized the only thing that has changed from the summer is me. I need some self reflection.. need to stop taking it out on others. I really miss hanging out with mel, melissa, tiff, etc.

School kinda sucks. but I guess the important thing is that i just finish of this year. just one year...

ive never had this before. somthing im so ashamed of i won't talk about it. i never knew it was possible to feel alone with so many people. the summer was so much fun, im not sure what has happened now. im soo tired of others promises and fedup with my own. when did i turn into an ass hole instead of a goof. when did i say mean things and mean them ( Read more... )

~the kiss ( Read more... )

wow. I fucked up.... and I can't fix it.

I left for mayne today suddenly at the last moment.
If anyone wants to come and say hi they are welcome. I'm spending the weekend doing work and cleaning unless someone does? :)!

i got my cell... Gavin

So I start the 2nd day of grade 12. I allready have about 2hours of homework from the first day. Today should be fun! :)

Since most of you just completed grade 12. any advice for me?

Organizing this mayne thing is very annoying. I can't decide if ppl don't want to come or just want to wait to see if they get a better offer. I also hate how I can't invite certain ppl because she dosen't get along with him righ now, and They had a fight so he can't come if he comes.. .etc. LOl stupid ppl. just suck it up! you don't have to love ( Read more... )

Somehow I have an urge to post when away from home.. How odd ( Read more... )

Hello from out east again ( Read more... )