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Jun 26, 2006 11:53

I give up. I am a completely different person than I was, and it's just not the same anymore. I am forgotten, looked down at, and ignored. My friendship isn't deamed important, so hell, why even bother to try to keep one that isn't wanted? So in otherwords, I am not going to try anymore. Time has told me which relationships are worth it ( Read more... )

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enigma____ June 27 2006, 19:49:18 UTC
I love you, Kelly, don't forget that. I may not have a lot of time to chat with you, and I know it's been FOREVER since we've seen each other, but you're still one of my good friends. The truth is, I don't have time to talk to ALL of my friends, or to see them. I work sooooooooo much, and it sucks, but I have to do it.

I feel like you sometimes.......that people have forgotten me. I know that it's my fault, for never being available. But then there's the fact that I still don't drive and no one wants to come all the way out here to see me or pick me up.

Anyway, I just wanted to give you a *hug* and tell you that I'm sorry I don't chat with you as much as I should, but I most certainly haven't forgotten you, nor do I look down on you.

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kelly... violuuh June 30 2006, 18:14:03 UTC
I dont know what you are thinking exactly, but I don't mean to be the person that makes you feel like your friendship is not wanted. First of all, you Have changed, and so have we all. It's also up to you as part of the deal of friendship, to be there for others too...it seems like sometimes you think about yourself and how you feel only. How does that make others feel? I would have loved to see you anyway, but it was quite the honest truth that you'll just have to accept that I have put on over 1250 miles this last week just trying to get to Point for a new vehicle and going home and back to iowa without falling asleep at the wheel..plus all my driving for work. Please take a rain check from me and hopefully one of the next times i'm home (is rare) we can meet up. Hang in there kiddo. no way am i gonna lose my 79th street friend, despite how many times i move..

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Re: kelly... djkrimkram July 1 2006, 03:21:24 UTC
It's okay. It wasn't necessarily directed toward you. I had a little incident with someone that made me realize friendships I've lost. I totally understand about that, I was just disappointed, that's all. I mean, I miss my jojo. If you didn't value my friendship you wouldn't have called me at all, and I understand that. Didn't mean to put you on the spot or anything. I know you're life's hectic and I was suprised to hear from you at all, to tell the truth. And the fact that you did made my heart smile. Babe, I'm sorry if I upset you with this, the comments weren't directed toward the other night. I try my best to see things from all perspectives, and I want you to know that. I try to be openminded toward everything and I soo totally understand where you're coming from. Sorry again. Love you!

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