final in six hours, waking up in four. didn't study, wrote a song instead. going to alcoholics anonymous three days in a row and going to a religion class in between just got me thinking a lot a lot. these are the lyrics i wrote on the bus ( Read more... )

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came to school for no reason. fuckk ( Read more... )

I decided to write it out ( Read more... )

WHY CAN'T I TALK TO ANYONE LIKE I'M ME, IT'S LIKE, AS SOON AS I'M AROUND SOMEONE I HAVE FEELINGS FOR, I'M AN ASSHOLE OR I'M SUPER AWKWARD. FUCK. THIS. i'm a good person, dammit.

I'm writing some music for me. I decided that I can't stand playing other peoples music anymore. I LOVE jamming with Call in the Cavalry and I LOVED jamming with Empire but they are not my own. Sirdidymous was totally everything I wanted to be in high school. After high school, Jeremy joined and it really wasn't the same so we couldn't write ( Read more... )

stress. overtime last week. 38 this week. court is a week away. i have to go running in winter clothes at least four times before then. might have a good lawyer and not go on probo though. the fact that it's a possibility is cool, but i can't count on it at all. stress. my wisdom teeth are coming in. i have needed an eye exam since last april. ( Read more... )

oh boy.. i'm really excited right now. i am also very, very sad ( Read more... )

mannnnnnnnnnn so much has been going on lately. i hate girls sometimes ( Read more... )

Man, I really really really hate organized religon ( Read more... )