This morning at about 1:30 in the morning, I felt my baby kick in Tracy's tummy for the first time. This was an amazing experience and I am so lost for words. I am glad I have a chance to experience something like this and it amazes me more than I can describe.

Mother I can feel the soil falling over my head ( Read more... )

Some people try to help you or someone you know, when really they are just being nosy. Especially when they have just as bad luck with the issues they are preaching about ( Read more... )

Today I found out I don't get to see my first child being born. I was only promised a photo. I feel the storm coming when she leaves. My first child will be in a pipedream town somewhere the Mother is not sure of outside of Seattle, just like the last time. This pain is very deep and I watched the sun go down at a friends house and it reminds ( Read more... )

The past is the past. You walked out of my life, so I moved on. You got back into the same kind of situation, and maybe now you might think it would have a little bit to do with you. Some people run to stand still, but the addiction has a routine and pattern. Some people are never satisfied with the simple number one ( Read more... )

Ohio feels so good right now. Its not too hot or too cold, its perfect. My new meds are working wonders in my head, and though I was skeptical about them, I understand now that they give them to people for a reason. They make me a little bit more lazy than I usually am though, but I am sure that will pass in time. I think all I had was a simple ( Read more... )

I am very excited about being a Father. The mother is so beautiful and I am so lucky to be with such a hot chick to say the least. I want to name him Morrissey if he is a boy, which we will know very very soon. Tracy wants to name her Victoria which is fine with me if shes a girl ( Read more... )

I liked her nails on my neck on the drive, I asked her for thirds and fourths. I still have goosebumps.

I am back in Ohio. And yes I have a mohawk. Thanks for the welcome back drinks. May good things are on the way. And yes, the rumor is true. I will talk about it later.

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