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[djmilo]

i wont lie, i dont think what i did was a big deal. but the fact that it hurt you so much makes it one. it seems that i have done irreperable damage this time. and it seems that all i do is hurt you more than anything else. i always knew i did not deserve you, and now it seems like i am going to know what it feels like to be without you. im not the

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[lost__in__love]

i think the fact that i know that you dont think it was a big deal makes it hurt even more... as if you dont understand where im coming from makes me feel even more alone then before....i was there tonight... in your room... trying as best as i could to stop feeling all of the pain that i am feeling.... i dont blame you... i just wish you would understand how much it hurts, and why it hurts...milo, it was in my own house... my own bathroom....and when i went searching to find you to spend time with you thats how i found you....i remained invisible it felt from that moment on... i couldnt understand what horrible thing i could have done to you to make you hate me so much as to treat me with so much disrespect....whatever i did im sorry....ok, im sorry but i dont think i deserved this....im trying milo but nothing is mending my broken laugh, my broken smile, my broken heart...im sorry that i cant help you understand the way i feel im sorry... i dont know what to say.... i thought i did know you milo, but the camilo i know would never