if you're not down to see a lot of cursing, refrain...
Today is a horrible day. I went to school thinking that things would be ok. I would go to class, take my math test, pass it, go to my other classes, study some more math, and life would be good. No. Did NOT pass the math test, found out something crappy happened to Dustin, and got home from school. I made the mistake of further ruining my day by calling my step mom at work. Last night they informed me that I have to take 3 summer classes instead of 2 because it only costs them $60 more. But I informed them that regardless, one of my remaining 4 quarters would have to contain only 2 classes because I only need that many. OK, so I had to take math 098 because I wasn't up to speed in math. That class doesn't count or transfer, but I had to take it as a prereq for the math class I'm taking this summer. That's the only reason I am taking summer classes. THE ONLY REASON. They somehow got this crazy notion that my science class doesn't transfer either. I found out that it only counts as an elective, not a science, so I have to take another science class, but that doesn't mean much. So my science class counts as an elective? SO-fucking-WHAT? It still counts! But since I registered for 2 classes this summer, they cannot get it out of their head that I fucked up and took the wrong science class! They keep saying, "TWO of your classes don't even count! So you don't get to decide what classes you take from now on!" I'm like, what-the-fuck!? The first 2 quarters I was in school I had NO CLUE what I was going to major in or where I was going to transfer to. I finally figured it out, about a month ago, and I met with my advisor and got everything figured out perfectly. Every since class I take from here on out will transfer. But now my lovely parents are forcing me to take another class this summer which totally fucks everything up because now I have to take YET ANOTHER class that has NO PLACE in my educational plan because Pierce doesn't offer many summer classes. BULLSHIT. BULLSHIT. BULLSHIT. fuck fuck fuck. i'm so pissed off i've been screaming. As if I weren't stressed out enough with trying to pass these classes, I had FINALLY gotten everything straight. I FINALLY felt good about my educational plan. I KNEW what I was doing, where I was going, and how I was going to get there. THIS FUCKS EVERYTHING UP. AND on top of everything else, when I try to explain this to them, they make me feel like a fucking idiot because THEY DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT'S GOING ON. They don't know. They don't know. They don't know.
FUCK THIS.
My head hurts worse than any physical pain I have ever felt in my life.
It's been a long time since I've said this, but I want my mommy...