everyone go here. it's sad, but true. beyond.the.rock is dead after today. so enjoy it one last time. goodbye.

so the past couple of weeks have been pretty busy, but it's been good for me. my next pay checks are going to be beautiful. hehe. i'm getting my car back either tonight or tomorrow! i'm soo excited you have no idea. judd and i are going to take my honda off-road to celebrate, haha. [just kidding]. anyway, this is my schedule ( Read more... )

You say I choose sadness, that it never once has chosen me. Maybe you're right....
no lie ( Read more... )

in early january, 2001, at 1:47am, the phone rang ( Read more... )

*correction; sunday 3/23: 9-5 at dairy queen, not the gap

...but i had to see if i had an e-mail ( Read more... )

i am going to be happy.
i am getting happier.
i am on my way to happiness.

join me?

i'm sorry.
this will pass and everything will be fine.
i will pray tonight.

tonight when i got off work at the mall i was about to get into my car when a man approached me and offered to let me "sample" some of his "perfume." This is what he said, "hey, how are you? oh, don't worry, i'm not crazy or anything. I just wanted to let you know that we're letting people try samples for free..." i said no thanks and got into ( Read more... )

my life is mine.
i am going to be happy.
one way or another.

last night i had a couple of weird dreams ( Read more... )