Potions for Dummies (2/2)
(kaisoo, nc17, 18.5k, Hogwarts!AU, fluff/romance/humor)
'Potions can be really helpful sometimes,' Kyungsoo says. Jongin can't help but agree.
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part II
When he got to the Great Hall he could already see his friend Sehun, snuggled against his boyfriend Zitao, the two of them sitting opposite of Slytherin's Baekhyun and Jongdae while playing a round of wizard chess, Zitao laughing proudly as Sehun managed to kick the other team's queen off of the table.
“Hey,” Jongin said as he sat down next to Baekhyun, ignoring the intense stares the four of them gave him a second later and not paying any more attention to their game.
“Where did you leave your baby boy? Is he already sick of you?” Baekhyun asked amused and confused at the same time because for the past two days Jongin had not left the boy's side for a second, wanting to make use of every minute he had.
“He's working on some potion. And only I can call him that, understood?”
“Oh no, the Gryffinor is threatening me, what to do.”
“Get on your knees and apologize, hurry, or you might be the next victim to his love potions,” Jongdae added grinning and Jongin could only sigh at that.
“Like I'd use a love potion on this unattractive twat,” he pointed his finger to Baekhyun who pretended to be insulted and flipped his imaginable long hair over his shoulder offended. “And who even gave me that potion?”
“Me, that's right,” Jongdae said grinning “You should be thankful otherwise you'd still be stalking him 24/7 without getting any results. Instead you're shagging him right now.”
“I'm not shagging anyone,” Jongin said, suddenly reminded of what his goal had been all along and how little time he had left to accomplish it “I wish I was.”
“Well then hurry up and do it, the potion's gonna expire tomorrow at midnight.”
“I know that, no need to tell me,” Jongin answered and then his eyes met Sehun's who was looking at him kind of worried since Sehun had gone through something similar with his boyfriend so he probably knew how Jongin felt... or was supposed to feel because again, Jongin was an optimist and was not going to ruin his mood over something that wasn't to happen for at least another whole day. “I reeeaaally want to shag him.”
“I can imagine,” Tao said which caused Sehun as well as Jongin to look at him intensely “Not because I'm interested in him,” the Hufflepuff quickly made clear, entwining his fingers with Sehun's “but because I know what it's like to be in love with someone so much and not getting any.”
“Oh come on. I just made you wait for a week. That's nothing,” Sehun said and before Tao could say anything Jongin was laughing.
“Well, it's been 5 days for me and I'm already pretty sure those five days have been the best I've ever had as well as the hardest to keep my dick in line.”
“Don't be such a horn' dog. You can't fuck Kyungsoo. It'll be his first time and he won't remember. Do you really want to do that to him? Just wait two more days.”
“Wait two more days,” Jongin continued laughing but no, he wasn't really laughing “Because he will want me then. Because we definitely won't go back to the way it was before. Because I won't be sitting opposite to him every day, begging for him to at least look at me not to mention talk to me and let me shag him. Oh yes, you're right Sehun. Let's just wait two more days because I have that option!” he hadn't even noticed how loud his voice had become and suddenly the four of them were looking worried, and even though he could see understanding in Sehun's eyes, his best friend answered strongly.
“You can't be that egoistic. You love him, don't you?”
“Do you even need to ask?”
“No, I don't. You love him and you care about him. That's why I know that you'll make the right decision,” Sehun said convinced but there was something soft in his voice as well “You're a Gryffindor for god's sake. Even I made the right decision and I'm a Slytherin.”
“Well congratu-fucking-lations. Seems like they put us in the wrong house then.”
“No, I'm sure they didn't,” Kyungsoo suddenly said and Jongin almost jumped as he felt his boyfriend's hand on his shoulder as the smaller boy sat down next to him, looking at him with his usual poker-face and Jongin wasn't sure how much he had heard.
“You said you'd be back in half an hour,” Jongin said and Kyungsoo shrugged his shoulders.
“Didn't take that long after all,” he said and then Jongin saw him look around the five of them, non of them saying anything, apparently all of them fearing that Kyungsoo had heard them and not wanting to make it worse by keep on pretending that they had no idea what was going on - because all of them knew that an angry Kyungsoo was a very scary Kyungsoo. It hadn't been that long since Jongdae had gotten beat up by him bad. “So what have you been talking about,” Kyungsoo suddenly asked, a weird soft smile pulling over his lips.
“Nothing important,” Jongdae answered quickly before anybody else could say something “How's it going with your potion?”
“Good. Should be done by tomorrow morning.”
“That's good,” Jongdae said and then repeated those words quietly to himself, apparently hella nervous about the situation and Kyungsoo's presence.
“Well, want to go and take a walk before dinner,” Kyungsoo suddenly said, looking at Jongin who immediately nodded and let himself be pulled up by his hand, Kyungsoo not letting go even after they'd successfully climbed over the bench.
“See you in an hour,” he said, looking one last time at Sehun who was looking back at him intensely as to remind him to not fuck his boyfriend, before Jongin let himself be half-dragged out of the Great Hall by Kyungsoo, outside into the cold.
They didn't make it back to dinner that day. After taking a long walk outside in the cold and almost freezing to death they decided to warm up a little, climbing up the stairs to the owlery and sitting down in a corner right in front of Kyungsoo's black owl who was looking at them in interest as Jongin put an arm around his boyfriend's tiny shoulders and pulled him against his body. Head resting against Jongin's shoulder, Kyungsoo wasn't surprised when Jongin turned them a little so they could kiss while snuggling up against each other. He felt Jongin's tongue licking against his upper lip, slightly biting it so Kyungsoo would open his mouth a little to deepen the kiss. Kyungsoo let it happen without complaining, fisting the fabric of Jongin's jacket hard to pull himself closer and wrap his other arm around Jongin's neck.
Busy with snogging and exchanging body heat, Jongin almost didn't notice the desperate look on Kyungsoo's face as he wouldn't let go. After he while he was holding on so hard, though, Jongin was getting a little uncomfortable.
“What's wrong?” Jongin asked a little confused, not pushing the boy away though and pressing his lips to his ear “I am not going anywhere, why are you holding on to me like that?”
“Because I want to,” was all Kyungsoo answered before he dipped his head back and found Jongin's lips again, inviting him into a passionate and kind of sloppy long kiss. “I want to ask you something,” he said between gasps but before he even mouthed the question, he was kissing Jongin hard again. The Gryffinfor was enjoying it, yes, but more than that he was confused and worried because Kyungsoo was acting so out of character and Jongin had no idea why. Kyungsoo never took the initiative.
“Yes?” Jongin whispered pulling his head back to kiss along Kyungsoo's jawline.
“You have something to tell me?”
Jongin's kisses stopped at those words. He wouldn't dare to look up at Kyungsoo to see his expression. It had only been a question, Jongin knew that and he could just lie and say no and pretend like he had no idea what Kyungsoo was talking about, but Kyungsoo knew better already. He knew something...
“What do you mean?” Jongin asked scared, pressing Kyungsoo against him harder and putting his chin on his shoulder like he could make the question go away like that. Like he could stop Kyungsoo from leaving if that's what he had planned.
“I don't know,” he sounded uncertain and Jongin pressed his eyes together, wanting to make that horrible horrible feeling in his chest go away. It was fear of losing Kyungsoo as well as fear of Kyungsoo being mad at him and the pain of being reminded of what was going to happen in two days. Until now Jongin had always been able to somehow get rid of it by thinking about being with Kyungsoo and kissing him but now with his boyfriend having been the one to remind him of it, he just didn't know how to make this feeling go away. Hugging him like crazy didn't seem to work.
“Are you not happy like this?” Jongin then asked, holding onto him even tighter, hands lying hot on his back “You don't like being like this with me?” and Jongin knew how dangerous those questions were, but what did it matter. Kyungsoo knew. He didn't need to say it out loud for Jongin to know.
“I do. I really do.”
“Then why are you asking?” Jongin started, fearing to let the words out of his mouth but not seeing another way to go around this “Can't you just let yourself enjoy the moment?”
Kyungsoo didn't say anything to that and after a few seconds he pulled away, out of Jongin's tight grasp but still staying close enough for their noses to brush against each other as he looked the Gryffindor deeply into his eyes, waiting for something to happen.
Jongin didn't know where to look. His eyes were flickering from one eye to the other, then between them, the bridge of his nose, occasionally his lips.
Kyungsoo knew.
He knew, didn't he?
Then why was he still here?
“I really love you,” Kyungsoo said and Jongin snorted painfully not knowing what to say. 'I know' or 'No, you don't really love me' ?
“Me too,” he said instead after being quiet for a minute and putting his hands to Kyungsoo's sides harder. “I love you.”
“I know,” Kyungsoo said then, looking at Jongin's lips “I've always known.”
“And have you also always loved me?” Jongin asked back smiling and not at all surprised when Kyungsoo didn't say anything back because his answer would have been 'no' and even though Jongin knew that, he didn't want to hear it. He didn't know why he had asked. Maybe because even in this kind of situation he was still a fricking optimist and his subconscious still thought that there might be a slight chance that Kyungsoo had felt the same way about him even if he had acted completely opposed to it.
“No,” Kyungsoo said then and Jongin's heart hurt way too much even though he'd expected it “but I will in the future.” Jongin opened his mouth to sadly disagree but before he could, Kyungsoo was kissing him again, leaning forward and pressing Jongin with his back against the wall, straddling his lap and licking with his tongue over Jongin's.
Jongin didn't even know why Kyungsoo was doing this, and he also didn't know what he was doing when his fingers found the hem of Kyungsoo's shirt and slid below it, tips sliding over warm skin right above his hips. In the back of his head he was thinking about Sehun's words in the Great Hall but everytime he was about to stop himself and let go he'd open his eyes to look at Kyungsoo for one last time and everytime he'd find him so desperately holding on to Jongin while pressing his tiny body against him harder and Jongin just couldn't stop. His hands were roaming over his back now, slowly sliding to his front to push up his shirt to expose his chest. When he pulled back from the kiss to look at Kyungsoo's body he found the skin of his front even paler than his face, Jongin's own dark skin in great contrast to it as his fingers slid up to his perky nipples that were already reacting to the cold winter's wind and Jongin's finger tips almost touching them. He wanted to touch them, not even thinking about the consequences when he leaned forward and started pressing warm kisses to his chest and stomach before daring to kiss around a nipple softly, Kyungsoo immediately reacting with a gasp at the new feeling.
I shouldn't be doing this, his head told him but then he heard Kyungsoo moan as he lightly flicked his tongue over the pink nub while touching the other one with his thumb, slightly rubbing. How the hell was he supposed to stop when Kyungsoo was pulling his head closer by hugging it with his arms so Jongin couldn't get away. How the hell...
It didn't take Jongin long to get hard and feel Kyungsoo's erection press right back against his through the fabric of their pant. Kyungsoo pressed his hips forward shamelessly before pulling Jongin's head up and crash their mouths together again. Tiny hands were pushing him back to lean against the wall again and Kyungsoo moved with him, grinding his hips against Jongin's hard penis and Jongin could barely breath as he moaned into Kyungsoo kissing him hard. His hands were still on his boyfriend's chest, rubbing against the his nipples as they moved together. Jongin's hand finally letting go to slide to Kyungsoo's ass, not even thinking about it as he slipped them inside his pants, grabbing Kyungsoo's arss hard over the fabric of his underwear and pressing against it to support Kyungsoo's hip movements.
They were moving together when two of Jongin's finger slide between Kyungsoo's ass cheeks, rubbing against the thin fabric right over his boyfriend's rim making Kyungsoo come first, while trying to hold his voice back and softly gasping against Jongin's lips. With the boy on top of him grinding down even harder but slowly riding out his orgasm, Jongin came as well, moaning out loud at the wonderful sensation, grabbing Kyungsoo's ass harder and pressing his nails into the soft flesh before letting go and dropping his head back in exhaustion.
With Kyungsoo collapsing on top of him, leaning his whole weight against Jongin's body, chest still exposed, Jongin tiredly pulled out his hands from Kyungsoo's pants to search for his wand and cast a quick cleaning spell on them so the disgusting sticky feeling in their pants would disappear. He could hear Kyungsoo mouth a tired 'thanks' before he pulled up his arms to support himself against Jongin's chest, looking at the closed-eyed Gryffinor in front of him.
“Don't fall asleep. We'll miss dinner.”
“I just had my dinner, thanks,” Jongin said, not even realizing how perverted he sounded before Kyungsoo snorted and leaned back against his chest.
“Still can't fall asleep though. We'll freeze to death.”
“I'm too hot to freeze. Look at me.”
“You're a dumb idiot,” Kyungsoo just answered, voice as serious as ever but Jongin was grinning anyway because Kyungsoo was holding onto his hand now, sliding his fingers softly over the back before entwine them “Can't believe I fell for you.”
For a very tiny moment Jongin felt the worry coming back to him, but no he was not going to ruin this wonderful moment, so he swallowed hard and wrapped his arms around his baby boy, still grinning while pressing a kiss to his hair.
“Well, my charms are irresistible.”
“Sadly true,” the Ravenclaw answered, still that serious expression on his face when he hugged Jongin back hard, pressing his face against his neck.
Jongin laughed and then closed his eyes, making sure to really really feel the moment and burn it into his memory. The feeling of hugging Kyungsoo's hot body against his, one hand holding on to his fingers, thick lips, the tip of his nose and his forehead pressed against Jongin's neck while the cold wind blew over their bodies, making the boy in his arms shiver a little and snuggle closer to escape the cold even though it was hardly possible for them to squeeze themselves even closer together.
Despite Kyungsoo's warning words before, it didn't even take the Ravelclaw five minutes until he had fallen asleep in Jongin's arms, breathing softly against his neck.
This was all he'd ever wanted. Hold Kyungsoo like this. Have him tell him that he loved him back just as much as Jongin loved him. Kyungsoo not leaving him even though he had every reason to.
Jongin smilied at Kyungsoo's owl who was still watching them with her round eyes.
“You fucked him?” Sehun asked the moment Jongin had entered the Great Hall for breakfast the next morning.
“What?” Jongin replied confused. He hadn't even sat down yet, when the Slytherin had stood up from his seat and ran over to talk to him.
“You fucked him. I can see it in your eyes. How could you?” Sehun said quietly, a disappointed as well as slightly angry look on his face. Jongin was really not up for that kind of shit so early in the morning.
“No, I didn't.” Jongin said sitting down in his seat opposite of Luhan who was greeting him with a nod while biting into a piece of sausage. “We just...”
“You just what?”
“Rubbed against each other... a little.”
“Oh fuck,” Sehun said louder this time, “I can't believe you. He is not going to remember! I thought you knew that!”
Yes, Jongin fucking knew that. He was about to shout those words at his best friend who was being way too angry at him for something he didn't have anything to do with, when suddenly Jongdae appeared to grasp Sehun by the collar, pulling him away.
“Don't mind this brat, he's had a fight with Tao. I'll take care of him."
“Thanks” Jongin said in annoyance, not looking at Sehun again as he was dragged away, shouting that Jongin was a bad person and similar other things as Jongin just pressed two pieces of toast to his ears.
“He's gone,” he could see Luhan mouth after a few seconds and he put his hands down, letting the slices of toast fall on his plate before pulling the butter to his side.
“Thanks.”
“For what?” Luhan asked confused.
“For not judging me,” he said, buttering his toast before taking a bite off of it. “Seen Kyungsoo this morning?”
“Yea, he just left. Potions lab probably, he said something about the potion being done this morning.”
“Right,” Jongin remembered smiling as the memories of their evening yesterday came back to him. Kyungsoo had slept in his arms for an hour before he had woken up, rubbing his eyes like a little child and afterwards looked around confused at Jongin and his surroundings before hitting the Gryffindor in the side for not waking him up.
“You seem happy,” Luhan said smiling and Jongin smiled back nodding before biting into his toast. “Last day, isn't it?” Jongin nodded again. “You going to have sex with him?” This time Jongin didn't answer at all, just staring at his toast and thinking.
He knew that Sehun was right. He loved Kyungsoo and even though he had been angry at him at the beginning for never returning his feelings and treating him like shit even though he had known that Jongin had liked him all his time, now things were different. Kyungsoo was in love with him - because of a potion but that didn't matter - and he treated him exactly like Jongin had always wished for him to treat him. He had told him that he loved Jongin. He had kissed him first and smiled at him and addmitted that he was hot even though he obviously knew about the potion.
Jongin really didn't want to hurt him.
But would it really hurt him if he didn't remember?
“You know you shouldn't do it, right?”
“Why?” Jongin asked immediately “Because I'm a Gryffindor and I'm supposed to be a good person?”
“No. Because you are a good person. It wouldn't be right.”
“But he won't remember. He can't care if he doesn't remember.”
“But you would remember,” Luhan said seriously and for a moment Jongin didn't get why he'd state the obvious but then it clicked and all of a sudden he was thinking about how it'd be like to walk past Kyungsoo in the future, him not remembering any of the stuff they had done and Jongin being all alone missing and desiring him while he wouldn't be able to do anything about those feelings. Kyungsoo wouldn't understand. Because he wouldn't remember.
“I just don't know what to do... this is my only chance,” Jongin said desperately and he could feel himself tearing up a little but he wouldn't let himself have those tears fall because he didn't cry. He never cried for anyone to see and he didn't want that to change.
He was about to get up, not caring about Luhan's answer when suddenly Jongdae sat down next to him, a weird look on his face when he saw Jongin's teary eyes.
“Oh man, are you seriously crying,” he asked always being the insensitive-jerk, making Jongin mad “Kyungsoo asked me to tell you something,” he then said and Jongin forget for a second that he was supposed to be angry at him “He wants to meet you after dinner. Place you met up yesterday, he said. You're supposed to know where.”
“Yea, I know,” Jongin answered, “I can't see him before that?”
“Busy, he said,” Jongdae growled before he stole one of Luhan's sausages even though there was a hole plate of fresh ones on his left, taking a bite while grinning at the boy. Jongdae looked back at Jongin then, said “Calm down, it's not the end of the world,”, before he stood up and left for his house's table again.
“Don't mind the bastard, he's never been in love, “Luhan said looking at the now-empty space on his plate where the stolen sausage had been “He's never had sex either, I'm sure of it. He's just a big know-it-all and a scared little kitten, not daring to show anyone his real self. He'll die alone.”
“Well, that's mean considering he only stole a sausage,” Jongin said, smiling at a rarely-seen angry Luhan before turning back to his plate that was still half full, continuing to eat and telling himself not to think about tomorrow. He hadn't for the past six days and he wasn't going to do it now either.
Self-control was something he didn't have. Jongin was a Gryffindor, he acted on instinct and did what seemed to best fit the situation. That's why he wasn't at all racking his brains about whether he was going to fuck or not fuck Kyungsoo today. Apart from the fact that of course, he wouldn't if Kyungsoo didn't agree, he didn't set his mind on what to do in case Kyungsoo had planned this for their little meeting later in the owlery. Well, it was pretty obvious that Kyungsoo had something planned otherwise he wouldn't have wanted them to meet up there, but maybe he just wanted to repeat their little grinding session. Jongin would be alright with that. He'd surely not say no.
Really not thinking about any of that stuff at all, Jongin almost run into Professor Snape in the hallway, apologizing and quickly leaving before the guy could take any of his housepoints away for having his heads in the clouds.
Heads in the clouds... he was thinking about Kyungsoo like always. But again, he really wasn’t thinking about sex. Of course, he wasn't. He was a sixteen year old teenager, sex was the last thing on his mind.
“Oh who are you kidding,” Sehun said and Jongin was about to tell him to shut up but then he snapped out of his thoughts. Sehun wasn't even talking to him. The boy was seated two tables across from him, talking to Baekhyun and Chanyeol about something and the words hadn't been directed at Jongin at all.
But seriously, though, who was Jongin kidding. He wanted to have sex with Kyungsoo. He hadn't thought about anything else for two years and the thought of saying no in case Kyungsoo would be the one to initiate it was basically impossible. More than an understanding Gryffindor, he was a horny teenage boy and if Kyungsoo was to jump him - the fricking boy of his dreams - there was no way he was going to reject him.
He suddenly felt like he should tell Sehun about thoee thoughts. He'd surely understand considering he had been in a very similar situation only a few weeks ago. He didn't though because he was still pissed off at Sehun's attitude towards him earlier at breakfast and Sehun didn't seem to want to talk to him either.
Almost always alone, he spent the day waiting for the hours and classes to pass just so he could finally meet up with Kyungsoo.
It was their last day. He wanted to enjoy it.
The door was pushed open by the wind right before Jongin entered, Kyungsoo already sitting at their spot, smiling as Jongin approached him.
“I missed you,” Jongin said, sitting down next to Kyungsoo and pressing a kiss to his mouth before looking at him, a crease between his eyebrows “Why were you so busy today? Couldn't even see me at lunch?”
“I just,” Kyungsoo said looking at his lap before answering “had some thinking to do.”
“Hm,” Jongin said and even though he wanted to ask what thinking, it was obvious that Kyungsoo wouldn't tell him so he just smiled understanding and leaned down to kiss Kyungsoo once more, the boy returning the kiss immediately, holding on to Jongin's sides.
Kyungsoo was tense, Jongin could tell. The kiss was returned, but he wasn't into it, apparently not done with the thinking yet, so Jongin pulled back, looking at Kyungsoo's half-lidded eyes and glistening wet lips.
It only occurred to him at that moment, that Jongin probably wasn't going to see Kyungsoo up close like that anytime soon again. Or maybe not ever. It wasn't only the touches he was loosing, he'd also be loosing the ability to be that close to him and feel like they were breathing the same air. He was basically going to loose everything.
“The potion,” Jongin said because he wanted to talk about something, anything to distract him “did it turn out all right?”
“Yes,” Kyungsoo answered and Jongin could feel him fingering with something in his pants pocket but Jongin wouldn't look anywhere else but Kyungsoo's soft face before the boy pulled back a bit and held a little bottle with a brownish disgusting-looking liquid in his hands. “Turned out perfectly.”
“Well, can't say I expected anything else from you,” Jongin said smiling and was going to change the subject but the way Kyungsoo was holding on to the little bottle, like it was the most precious thing ever, made him look up at him in question.
“You know,” Kyungsoo started, fingers around the bottle alternating between tensing and relaxing “this is a reversal potion.” and Jongin really didn't care at all but somehow he had a feeling that this was important and he should listen “it's given to people who are under the effect of another potion unwillingly. To lift the effects.”
At those words Jongin's eyes opened wide.
“What..” he said but it wasn't really a question because he'd known that Kyungsoo knew. He'd known. But... how long had he known. He'd been working on this potion for so many days, how...
“I'm going to take it now...” the Ravenclaw said, eyes on Jongin uncertain and about to open the cap.
“No wait,” Jongin said, grasping both of Kyungsoo's wrists hard to stop him. “You can't.”
“I can, if you let me.”
“I won't let you,” Jongin said scared. “I'm not ready. Not yet. Please” he begged and he felt himself getting all teary-eyed again.
He had not expected this at all. He hadn't even thought about the possibility of Kyungsoo planning to do something like this. It was true that Kyungsoo had been acting very strange with knowing about the potion and not doing anytjing about it, but... what was this? Why... this made no sense whatsoever.
“Why are you... can't you wait for a few more hours?” Jongin asked desperately and Kyungsoo was looking at him, seeming uncertain but so certain at the same time.
“I have to take it before midnight.”
“Don't. Please.”
“I have to,” Kyungsoo said strongly this time “It will lift the effect of the love potion... but I will remember everything that has happened in this past week. Everything.”
“But...” Jongin said, not knowing if that was good or bad “you will remember everything but you won't love me... why would you want that?”
“I told you, I will love you,” Kyungsoo said convinced and all of a sudden Jongin remembered how Kyungsoo had said that yesterday as well. The Ravenclaw used the opportunity of Jongin staring at him in shock to lean forward and press a kiss to his lips “The love potion won't be effective anymore but I will remember everything that's happened between us... and knowing me, just those memories will make me fall in love with you so... I will love you anyway.”
“No,” Jongin said not at all convinced “you won't.”
“Yes, I will.”
“But that's the love potion talking! Of course, you'd say that now! You're head over heels with me!”
“Maybe... but-”
“No buts,” Jongin almost shouted “Let me at least have a few more hours with you. You can take the potion right before midnight, ok? But please, not yet. There are only three hours left. Let me have those. Please, I'm begging you.” The puppy eyes didn't seem to work, though, and neither did the desperate gasp as Kyungsoo pulled his hands out of Jongin's grip.
“Turst me, Jongin. I know myself. I may be under the effect of the potion now but I'm the same person. The things you said to me, the way you treated me, I will love you. I am sure of it!”
“You said I wasn't your type!” Jongin said desperate, trying to change his mind “Before, I didn't stand a chance. You were the same person then and you wouldn't even look at me twice. You didn't care about me, you treated me like shit! I don't want to go back to that just yet,” the words seemed to hit Kyungsoo harder than he thought because suddenly the certain look in his eyes was gone and he was just staring back at Jongin, a slight quiver to his lips.
“I was being stupid, ok?” Kyungsoo whispered after a while of keeping quiet and looking from the potion to Jongin and back at the potion “I was afraid of being in love. You are my type actually. I just... I didn't want to like you because I thought that you only wanted to have sex with me.”
“What?” Jongin asked confused as well as relieved as well as angry as well as happy, all of them emotions combining at the same time and he had no idea how his voice sounded when he said “I've been in love with your for years and you know it. If I'd just wanted sex, I'd have gone with someone easier, don't you think?”
“Yes. As I said before, I was being stupid.”
“No, you were being horrible, not stupid,” Jongin said, feeling the pain of those lonely years hitting him harder than ever in addition to the fact that Kyungsoo was still holding on to the bottle like he was going to take it anyway. “You don't care, do you? You are still going to take the potion.”
“Yes I am,” Kyungsoo answered and then he was leaning forward to take Jongin's face into his hands and kiss him softly on the lips, pressing against him harder when he heard Jongin sob against his mouth. “I love you, Jongin” he said, and when he pulled back, Jongin wanted to hold on to him, take the potion and toss it out of the window, but he didn't because he was an optimist and maybe Kyungsoo was right. Maybe he would love him after all.
Kyungsoo didn't pull back as he opened the little bottle and looked at it seriously. He grasped one of Jongin's hands with his while leading the small bottle to his lips.
“Don't, “ Jongin whispered, a tear running down his face because he just wasn't ready, wouldn't ever be ready, but Kyungsoo didn't listen and only a few seconds later, the entirity of the bottle was empty, a tear of brown liquid dripping down Kyungsoo's chin a little. Jongin wanted to whip it away with his thumb but Kyungsoo was leaning forward already, kissing him again hard, like it was their last kiss before the potion would work and he'd not be in love with him anymore.
Jongin hugged him back with all his might, not letting go and not giving Kyungsoo the opportunity to catch his breath as they opened their mouths together, tongue meeting tongue, Jongin tasting the sour taste of the potion in his mouth. It was the most desperate and intense kiss the two of them had shared and only after a few minutes did Jongin let go, remembering what was going on when he and Kyungsoo gasped for air together, Jongin leaning his forehead against Kyungsoo's “How long does it take until the potion works?” he asked, thankful for every minute but so so scared of Kyungsoo's answer when he saw his baby boy smile at him. A wide and happy smile, that made his lips turn into the shape of a heart. Something so beautiful, Jongin had never seen anything similar before.
“It only takes a few seconds. Half a minute, maybe,” Kyungsoo whispered against his lips and Jongin nodded at that, still perplex because he'd just witnessed something so wonderful, while waiting for Kyungsoo to push him away in disgust an-
“What?”, he asked looking at the Ravenclaw who was still smiling at him, hugging Jongin tightly, his hands immediately going up to take his boyfriend's face between his hands, squishing it together a little.
“I told you, didn't I?” Kyungsoo said softly.
“You still love me?”
“Even more than before to be honest,” he replied smiling widely before both of them lashed forward at the same time, their noses crashing into each other so painfully, they moaned out in pain instead of kissing each other and then ended up laughing out loud.
“I think I broke something right there,” Jongin laughed, not letting go of Kyungsoo though as the boy slung his hands even tighter around Jongin's waist, kissing him on the nose afterwards before looking him deeply in the eyes.
“I'm sorry,” Kyungsoo said “I've never realized how serious you were about me. I mean of course, I knew that you had a crush on me but... I didn't ever imagine that you'd seriously been suffering because of me. I just thought it was a simple crush that would go away soon an-”
“Well, you were wrong.”
“I'm sorry,” Kyungsoo repeated before he let Jongin kiss him, biting a little on his upper lip.
“Don't be,” he whispered as his hands roamed Kyungsoo's sides, going down to slide under his shirt and Kyungsoo twitched as Jongin's cold hands found his warm body. “You love me now, that's enough.”
“I really do,” Kyungsoo answered, with Jongin kissing his neck while touching his sides, running his hands up and down his body slowly. “I love you so much.”
Jongin looked up at him before smiling and pushing Kyungsoo back on to floor but not before pulling out his wand to cast a spell so a blanket appeared right underneath them.
“Good call,” Kyungsoo said as he wrapped his legs around Jongin's hips to press him closer against his body, lying down on top of the Ravenclaw and continuing to kiss his neck. “You've also got a spell for lube and condoms?”
“Are you kidding me, who do you think I am?” Jongin said laughing before he whipped his wand a few times, making the stuff appear right next to Kyungsoo's head.
“Someone's read '69 Helpful Spells for Sexy Time',” Kyungsoo said grinning slightly and Jongin decided that he loved that look on his boyfriend's face, leaning down to kiss his lips - yes, because now they were his officially.
“I really have,” Jongin answered proud because that had basically been the first and only book he had read until the very end and not because he had been forced to for school purposed.
“Me too,” Kyungsoo answered before he suddenly had his own wand in his hand “Nudus!” he said and suddenly Jongin found himself completely naked above a fully closed Kyungsoo, shocked as well as slightly surprised that his boyfriend would do such a thing.
“I wasn't ready yet,” Jongin called out surprised but then Kyungsoo was casting the same spell on himself and Jongin turned quiet within a second, looking at Kyungsoo. Really looking at him.
His eyes were gliding over every part of Kyungsoo's naked body. The pale arms, the small shoulders and the concise collarbones, down to his apparently always hard nipples, his flat stomach and then his hard dick, almost pressing against his own stomach.
Jongin watched Kyungsoo's hands slide over his own stomach, feeling that the boy was uncomfortable with being stared at like that but apparently it made him incredibly hot as well because there was already a bit of pre-cum on his boyfriend's tip and Jongin hadn't even touched him anywhere yet.
“Stop staring,” Kyungsoo finally said but Jongin didn't, feeling himself having grown dangerously hard just while looking at the boy.
“I've been waiting for years for this. Let me stare,” Jongin said before he dipped down to kiss along Kyungsoo's neck down to his nipples, biting one of them lightly and making Kyungsoo moan out loud at the sudden pain.
“Don't,” Kyungsoo said as Jongin was still mouthing around the pink bud, hands sliding down to to his thighs, pushing them apart a little.
“Don't stop?” Jongin asked amused and Kyungsoo was getting mad at his sly remark, he could see it in his eyes, so he didn't wait for an answer and just continued, sliding down Kyungsoo's body with his tongue, dipping into his navel before mouthing at the bone of his hip still pressing his thighs apart so they were almost spread all the way.
He could feel Kyungsoo going crazy underneath him, obviously not knowing what to do with his hands while Jongin was teasing his body with his mouth and tongue, pulling sweet moans and gasps out of his mouth.
Before he went down any further, Jongin looked up searching for the lube making sure that it was at hand when he needed it later. He pulled it closer to his face before he finally dipped back down, running his tongue over the slit of Kyungsoo's penis, making the boy gasp in shock and bury his hands in Jongin's dark hair.
And even though Jongin had read a lot about this - and seen a lot of porn, - doing it himself and experiencing the real thing was so different. He had no idea what he was even doing when he put his lips around the tip of Kyungsoo's penis, licking at the head while pulling the foreskin down with his his fingers, pumping lightly as he sucked and licked, turning Kyungsoo into a panting mess. Apparently, he was doing something right.
The taste of Kyungsoo's precome leaking in his mouth was very different from what he had imagined - yes he had imagined the taste of Kyungsoo's cum - and also noticed that his boyfriend's penis was not longer, but thicker than he had imagined. After a while he tried to pull his lips over the entirityof his tip for the first time, trying to take more of it inside his mouth but failing miserably and almost gagging when it scratched against the back of his throat.
“You ok?”, Kyungsoo asked, lips parted and breathing heavily while looking down at Jongin worriedly.
“I'm fine. Turn around,” Jongin said quickly, deciding that he was done with that for now, and Kyungsoo obliged. He was about to lie back down when Jongin held on to his hips to keep him steady on his knees.
Fingers coated in lube, he was getting ready to prepare Kyungsoo for him. He trailed kisses up from Kyungsoo's balls after lightly sucking on them, up his perineum and then pressing a light kiss to his hole, making Kyungsoo almost lose his balance as he pressed his tongue against that place a little, he quickly added a finger, putting only the tip inside first and then shoving it all in, starting to slightly move it inside of Kyungsoo's anus. The boy beneath him was making exhausted, almost whiny sounds when Jongin added a second and later a third finger, alternating between sucking on his balls and licking along the rim.
Was he being a perverted? Jongin didn't know. But tasting Kyungsoo in so many different places, touching him where nobody had ever touched before, made him unable to think straight, as he slighly bit the skin right next to where his fingers had buried themselves into, Kyungsoo making a high sound in the back of his throat and pulling his ass away a little at the weird contact.
“It doesn't hurt, does it?” Jongin asked and Kyungsoo shock his head when Jongin was back to only licking around his hole.
After a few more minutes of preparing his boyfriend Jongin pulled his fingers out, putting on a condom and slicking his penis with lube. He carefully positioned himself against Kyungsoo who was turning his head a little to look up at Jongin while both of them were slightly grinding against each other already. The head of his penis was touching the puckered hole and when he heard Kyungsoo moan as he pressed against it lightly, Jongin breathed out through his nose in anticipation, finally pushing his hips forward slowly and entering Kyungsoo's anus. Kyungsoo almost screamed, in addition to a high sound coming from the back of his throat as Jongin pushed deeper inside of him, being careful not to go too fast as he leaned his whole body over Kyungsoo's. Spreading kisses all over his boyfriend's small shoulder-blades and neck, Jongin pushed Kyungsoo's legs together beneath him so his thighs were pressed together tightly as he pushed down deeper inside of Kyungsoo, pressing his hips down so Kyungsoo was now lying flat on his stomach below him, not having been able to hold himself up under the weight.
“Ok?” Jongin asked, his whole body covering Kyungsoo's as he pressed a kiss to his cheek from the side and spread his own legs so he could steady himself better on both sides of Kyungsoo's thighs with his knees while pushing inside.
“I don't know,” Kyungsoo breathed out moaning when Jongin moved a little, only rocking his hips ever so lightly. “It feels so...” Kyungsoo started and then Jongin was pulling out and pushing in again, hitting that spot. “There!” Kyungsoo shouted and Jongin started moving faster, hitting Kyungsoo's prostate with almost every push, causing the boy beneath him to forget about the uncomfortable feeling of being stretched way too much with the wonderful hot sensation of having Jongin's shaft inside of him.
“More,” Kyungsoo whimpered between moans, one hand grasping for Jongin's to entwine their fingers, the other reaching out for Jongin's bare ass to urge him to push deeper and harder. “I want to come, Jongin,” he said, voice only a breath with Jongin's pushes getting faster and less controlled.
The Gryffindor reached down, one hand pushing Kyungsoo down between his shoulder blades, the other going around their bodies to pump his boyfriend's penis.
“Oh god,” Kyungsoo moaned out loud and Jongin could hardly hold his voice back as he came, pushing hard into the tight hole before he felt Kyungsoo's penis pulsing in his hands, coming just a few seconds later and spreading his cum all over the blanket in front of him.
Riding out his orgasm slowly, Jongin pulled out after a minute all the while pumping Kyungsoo's dick. He laid back down next to his boyfriend, watching as the panting mess turned his head to look at Jongin, the rest of his body not moving as he felt himself up slowly, reaching down to his ass and then making a weird face as he felt Jongin's cum on his fingers.
"Wand," Kyungsoo demanded and Jongin grasped blindly to his side, passing him the wooden stick when he heard Kyungsoo cast the same cleaning spell Jongin had cast the day before on both of them.
They just laid there panting for a good two minutes before Jongin started smiling, moving closer to Kyungsoo and pressing a kiss to his cheek, looking at the strands of hair that were sticking to his sweaty forehead.
“I want to sleep,” Kyungsoo said tiredly wrapping an arm around Jongin and pulling him closer “I don't want to go to separate houses. Wanna fall alseep just like this.”
“Me too,” Jongin said and Kyungsoo could see that the Gryffindor's eyes were already closing from exhaustion. “Let's go to my parents house for Christmas break. We'll be able to fall asleep together in one bed then.”
“Let's do that”, Kyungsoo said smiling even though Jongin couldn't see it and he didn't know if he'd get his parent's permission, but he smiled anyway, pressing his body closer to Jongin's.
Kyungsoo was sliding his fingers through Jongin's hair when he noticed that this time it had been the younger to fall asleep and the Ravenclaw couldn't help but grin at that. Looking at Jongin's beautiful thick lips, he pressed a kiss to them and snuggled closer, feeling Jongin's hot breath against his neck.
“Not my type,” Kyungsoo whispered to himself, while watching his pale finger tips press against the dark skin of Jongin's, “Who was I kidding?”
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the end
my other stories of the potion!series:
TAOHUN
KRISBAEK
i guess this is a bit late - as always - but i promised that i'd write a kaisoo and a krisbaek sequel to smells like amortentia and here the first one is. lol i didn't actually plan for this to get this long. i was thinking about a 5k story or something, and look, it's longer than the prequel XD)
thanks a lot to my wonderful beta john!!!
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'Potions can be really helpful sometimes,' Kyungsoo says. Jongin can't help but agree.
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part II
When he got to the Great Hall he could already see his friend Sehun, snuggled against his boyfriend Zitao, the two of them sitting opposite of Slytherin's Baekhyun and Jongdae while playing a round of wizard chess, Zitao laughing proudly as Sehun managed to kick the other team's queen off of the table.
“Hey,” Jongin said as he sat down next to Baekhyun, ignoring the intense stares the four of them gave him a second later and not paying any more attention to their game.
“Where did you leave your baby boy? Is he already sick of you?” Baekhyun asked amused and confused at the same time because for the past two days Jongin had not left the boy's side for a second, wanting to make use of every minute he had.
“He's working on some potion. And only I can call him that, understood?”
“Oh no, the Gryffinor is threatening me, what to do.”
“Get on your knees and apologize, hurry, or you might be the next victim to his love potions,” Jongdae added grinning and Jongin could only sigh at that.
“Like I'd use a love potion on this unattractive twat,” he pointed his finger to Baekhyun who pretended to be insulted and flipped his imaginable long hair over his shoulder offended. “And who even gave me that potion?”
“Me, that's right,” Jongdae said grinning “You should be thankful otherwise you'd still be stalking him 24/7 without getting any results. Instead you're shagging him right now.”
“I'm not shagging anyone,” Jongin said, suddenly reminded of what his goal had been all along and how little time he had left to accomplish it “I wish I was.”
“Well then hurry up and do it, the potion's gonna expire tomorrow at midnight.”
“I know that, no need to tell me,” Jongin answered and then his eyes met Sehun's who was looking at him kind of worried since Sehun had gone through something similar with his boyfriend so he probably knew how Jongin felt... or was supposed to feel because again, Jongin was an optimist and was not going to ruin his mood over something that wasn't to happen for at least another whole day. “I reeeaaally want to shag him.”
“I can imagine,” Tao said which caused Sehun as well as Jongin to look at him intensely “Not because I'm interested in him,” the Hufflepuff quickly made clear, entwining his fingers with Sehun's “but because I know what it's like to be in love with someone so much and not getting any.”
“Oh come on. I just made you wait for a week. That's nothing,” Sehun said and before Tao could say anything Jongin was laughing.
“Well, it's been 5 days for me and I'm already pretty sure those five days have been the best I've ever had as well as the hardest to keep my dick in line.”
“Don't be such a horn' dog. You can't fuck Kyungsoo. It'll be his first time and he won't remember. Do you really want to do that to him? Just wait two more days.”
“Wait two more days,” Jongin continued laughing but no, he wasn't really laughing “Because he will want me then. Because we definitely won't go back to the way it was before. Because I won't be sitting opposite to him every day, begging for him to at least look at me not to mention talk to me and let me shag him. Oh yes, you're right Sehun. Let's just wait two more days because I have that option!” he hadn't even noticed how loud his voice had become and suddenly the four of them were looking worried, and even though he could see understanding in Sehun's eyes, his best friend answered strongly.
“You can't be that egoistic. You love him, don't you?”
“Do you even need to ask?”
“No, I don't. You love him and you care about him. That's why I know that you'll make the right decision,” Sehun said convinced but there was something soft in his voice as well “You're a Gryffindor for god's sake. Even I made the right decision and I'm a Slytherin.”
“Well congratu-fucking-lations. Seems like they put us in the wrong house then.”
“No, I'm sure they didn't,” Kyungsoo suddenly said and Jongin almost jumped as he felt his boyfriend's hand on his shoulder as the smaller boy sat down next to him, looking at him with his usual poker-face and Jongin wasn't sure how much he had heard.
“You said you'd be back in half an hour,” Jongin said and Kyungsoo shrugged his shoulders.
“Didn't take that long after all,” he said and then Jongin saw him look around the five of them, non of them saying anything, apparently all of them fearing that Kyungsoo had heard them and not wanting to make it worse by keep on pretending that they had no idea what was going on - because all of them knew that an angry Kyungsoo was a very scary Kyungsoo. It hadn't been that long since Jongdae had gotten beat up by him bad. “So what have you been talking about,” Kyungsoo suddenly asked, a weird soft smile pulling over his lips.
“Nothing important,” Jongdae answered quickly before anybody else could say something “How's it going with your potion?”
“Good. Should be done by tomorrow morning.”
“That's good,” Jongdae said and then repeated those words quietly to himself, apparently hella nervous about the situation and Kyungsoo's presence.
“Well, want to go and take a walk before dinner,” Kyungsoo suddenly said, looking at Jongin who immediately nodded and let himself be pulled up by his hand, Kyungsoo not letting go even after they'd successfully climbed over the bench.
“See you in an hour,” he said, looking one last time at Sehun who was looking back at him intensely as to remind him to not fuck his boyfriend, before Jongin let himself be half-dragged out of the Great Hall by Kyungsoo, outside into the cold.
They didn't make it back to dinner that day. After taking a long walk outside in the cold and almost freezing to death they decided to warm up a little, climbing up the stairs to the owlery and sitting down in a corner right in front of Kyungsoo's black owl who was looking at them in interest as Jongin put an arm around his boyfriend's tiny shoulders and pulled him against his body. Head resting against Jongin's shoulder, Kyungsoo wasn't surprised when Jongin turned them a little so they could kiss while snuggling up against each other. He felt Jongin's tongue licking against his upper lip, slightly biting it so Kyungsoo would open his mouth a little to deepen the kiss. Kyungsoo let it happen without complaining, fisting the fabric of Jongin's jacket hard to pull himself closer and wrap his other arm around Jongin's neck.
Busy with snogging and exchanging body heat, Jongin almost didn't notice the desperate look on Kyungsoo's face as he wouldn't let go. After he while he was holding on so hard, though, Jongin was getting a little uncomfortable.
“What's wrong?” Jongin asked a little confused, not pushing the boy away though and pressing his lips to his ear “I am not going anywhere, why are you holding on to me like that?”
“Because I want to,” was all Kyungsoo answered before he dipped his head back and found Jongin's lips again, inviting him into a passionate and kind of sloppy long kiss. “I want to ask you something,” he said between gasps but before he even mouthed the question, he was kissing Jongin hard again. The Gryffinfor was enjoying it, yes, but more than that he was confused and worried because Kyungsoo was acting so out of character and Jongin had no idea why. Kyungsoo never took the initiative.
“Yes?” Jongin whispered pulling his head back to kiss along Kyungsoo's jawline.
“You have something to tell me?”
Jongin's kisses stopped at those words. He wouldn't dare to look up at Kyungsoo to see his expression. It had only been a question, Jongin knew that and he could just lie and say no and pretend like he had no idea what Kyungsoo was talking about, but Kyungsoo knew better already. He knew something...
“What do you mean?” Jongin asked scared, pressing Kyungsoo against him harder and putting his chin on his shoulder like he could make the question go away like that. Like he could stop Kyungsoo from leaving if that's what he had planned.
“I don't know,” he sounded uncertain and Jongin pressed his eyes together, wanting to make that horrible horrible feeling in his chest go away. It was fear of losing Kyungsoo as well as fear of Kyungsoo being mad at him and the pain of being reminded of what was going to happen in two days. Until now Jongin had always been able to somehow get rid of it by thinking about being with Kyungsoo and kissing him but now with his boyfriend having been the one to remind him of it, he just didn't know how to make this feeling go away. Hugging him like crazy didn't seem to work.
“Are you not happy like this?” Jongin then asked, holding onto him even tighter, hands lying hot on his back “You don't like being like this with me?” and Jongin knew how dangerous those questions were, but what did it matter. Kyungsoo knew. He didn't need to say it out loud for Jongin to know.
“I do. I really do.”
“Then why are you asking?” Jongin started, fearing to let the words out of his mouth but not seeing another way to go around this “Can't you just let yourself enjoy the moment?”
Kyungsoo didn't say anything to that and after a few seconds he pulled away, out of Jongin's tight grasp but still staying close enough for their noses to brush against each other as he looked the Gryffindor deeply into his eyes, waiting for something to happen.
Jongin didn't know where to look. His eyes were flickering from one eye to the other, then between them, the bridge of his nose, occasionally his lips.
Kyungsoo knew.
He knew, didn't he?
Then why was he still here?
“I really love you,” Kyungsoo said and Jongin snorted painfully not knowing what to say. 'I know' or 'No, you don't really love me' ?
“Me too,” he said instead after being quiet for a minute and putting his hands to Kyungsoo's sides harder. “I love you.”
“I know,” Kyungsoo said then, looking at Jongin's lips “I've always known.”
“And have you also always loved me?” Jongin asked back smiling and not at all surprised when Kyungsoo didn't say anything back because his answer would have been 'no' and even though Jongin knew that, he didn't want to hear it. He didn't know why he had asked. Maybe because even in this kind of situation he was still a fricking optimist and his subconscious still thought that there might be a slight chance that Kyungsoo had felt the same way about him even if he had acted completely opposed to it.
“No,” Kyungsoo said then and Jongin's heart hurt way too much even though he'd expected it “but I will in the future.” Jongin opened his mouth to sadly disagree but before he could, Kyungsoo was kissing him again, leaning forward and pressing Jongin with his back against the wall, straddling his lap and licking with his tongue over Jongin's.
Jongin didn't even know why Kyungsoo was doing this, and he also didn't know what he was doing when his fingers found the hem of Kyungsoo's shirt and slid below it, tips sliding over warm skin right above his hips. In the back of his head he was thinking about Sehun's words in the Great Hall but everytime he was about to stop himself and let go he'd open his eyes to look at Kyungsoo for one last time and everytime he'd find him so desperately holding on to Jongin while pressing his tiny body against him harder and Jongin just couldn't stop. His hands were roaming over his back now, slowly sliding to his front to push up his shirt to expose his chest. When he pulled back from the kiss to look at Kyungsoo's body he found the skin of his front even paler than his face, Jongin's own dark skin in great contrast to it as his fingers slid up to his perky nipples that were already reacting to the cold winter's wind and Jongin's finger tips almost touching them. He wanted to touch them, not even thinking about the consequences when he leaned forward and started pressing warm kisses to his chest and stomach before daring to kiss around a nipple softly, Kyungsoo immediately reacting with a gasp at the new feeling.
I shouldn't be doing this, his head told him but then he heard Kyungsoo moan as he lightly flicked his tongue over the pink nub while touching the other one with his thumb, slightly rubbing. How the hell was he supposed to stop when Kyungsoo was pulling his head closer by hugging it with his arms so Jongin couldn't get away. How the hell...
It didn't take Jongin long to get hard and feel Kyungsoo's erection press right back against his through the fabric of their pant. Kyungsoo pressed his hips forward shamelessly before pulling Jongin's head up and crash their mouths together again. Tiny hands were pushing him back to lean against the wall again and Kyungsoo moved with him, grinding his hips against Jongin's hard penis and Jongin could barely breath as he moaned into Kyungsoo kissing him hard. His hands were still on his boyfriend's chest, rubbing against the his nipples as they moved together. Jongin's hand finally letting go to slide to Kyungsoo's ass, not even thinking about it as he slipped them inside his pants, grabbing Kyungsoo's arss hard over the fabric of his underwear and pressing against it to support Kyungsoo's hip movements.
They were moving together when two of Jongin's finger slide between Kyungsoo's ass cheeks, rubbing against the thin fabric right over his boyfriend's rim making Kyungsoo come first, while trying to hold his voice back and softly gasping against Jongin's lips. With the boy on top of him grinding down even harder but slowly riding out his orgasm, Jongin came as well, moaning out loud at the wonderful sensation, grabbing Kyungsoo's ass harder and pressing his nails into the soft flesh before letting go and dropping his head back in exhaustion.
With Kyungsoo collapsing on top of him, leaning his whole weight against Jongin's body, chest still exposed, Jongin tiredly pulled out his hands from Kyungsoo's pants to search for his wand and cast a quick cleaning spell on them so the disgusting sticky feeling in their pants would disappear. He could hear Kyungsoo mouth a tired 'thanks' before he pulled up his arms to support himself against Jongin's chest, looking at the closed-eyed Gryffinor in front of him.
“Don't fall asleep. We'll miss dinner.”
“I just had my dinner, thanks,” Jongin said, not even realizing how perverted he sounded before Kyungsoo snorted and leaned back against his chest.
“Still can't fall asleep though. We'll freeze to death.”
“I'm too hot to freeze. Look at me.”
“You're a dumb idiot,” Kyungsoo just answered, voice as serious as ever but Jongin was grinning anyway because Kyungsoo was holding onto his hand now, sliding his fingers softly over the back before entwine them “Can't believe I fell for you.”
For a very tiny moment Jongin felt the worry coming back to him, but no he was not going to ruin this wonderful moment, so he swallowed hard and wrapped his arms around his baby boy, still grinning while pressing a kiss to his hair.
“Well, my charms are irresistible.”
“Sadly true,” the Ravenclaw answered, still that serious expression on his face when he hugged Jongin back hard, pressing his face against his neck.
Jongin laughed and then closed his eyes, making sure to really really feel the moment and burn it into his memory. The feeling of hugging Kyungsoo's hot body against his, one hand holding on to his fingers, thick lips, the tip of his nose and his forehead pressed against Jongin's neck while the cold wind blew over their bodies, making the boy in his arms shiver a little and snuggle closer to escape the cold even though it was hardly possible for them to squeeze themselves even closer together.
Despite Kyungsoo's warning words before, it didn't even take the Ravelclaw five minutes until he had fallen asleep in Jongin's arms, breathing softly against his neck.
This was all he'd ever wanted. Hold Kyungsoo like this. Have him tell him that he loved him back just as much as Jongin loved him. Kyungsoo not leaving him even though he had every reason to.
Jongin smilied at Kyungsoo's owl who was still watching them with her round eyes.
“You fucked him?” Sehun asked the moment Jongin had entered the Great Hall for breakfast the next morning.
“What?” Jongin replied confused. He hadn't even sat down yet, when the Slytherin had stood up from his seat and ran over to talk to him.
“You fucked him. I can see it in your eyes. How could you?” Sehun said quietly, a disappointed as well as slightly angry look on his face. Jongin was really not up for that kind of shit so early in the morning.
“No, I didn't.” Jongin said sitting down in his seat opposite of Luhan who was greeting him with a nod while biting into a piece of sausage. “We just...”
“You just what?”
“Rubbed against each other... a little.”
“Oh fuck,” Sehun said louder this time, “I can't believe you. He is not going to remember! I thought you knew that!”
Yes, Jongin fucking knew that. He was about to shout those words at his best friend who was being way too angry at him for something he didn't have anything to do with, when suddenly Jongdae appeared to grasp Sehun by the collar, pulling him away.
“Don't mind this brat, he's had a fight with Tao. I'll take care of him."
“Thanks” Jongin said in annoyance, not looking at Sehun again as he was dragged away, shouting that Jongin was a bad person and similar other things as Jongin just pressed two pieces of toast to his ears.
“He's gone,” he could see Luhan mouth after a few seconds and he put his hands down, letting the slices of toast fall on his plate before pulling the butter to his side.
“Thanks.”
“For what?” Luhan asked confused.
“For not judging me,” he said, buttering his toast before taking a bite off of it. “Seen Kyungsoo this morning?”
“Yea, he just left. Potions lab probably, he said something about the potion being done this morning.”
“Right,” Jongin remembered smiling as the memories of their evening yesterday came back to him. Kyungsoo had slept in his arms for an hour before he had woken up, rubbing his eyes like a little child and afterwards looked around confused at Jongin and his surroundings before hitting the Gryffindor in the side for not waking him up.
“You seem happy,” Luhan said smiling and Jongin smiled back nodding before biting into his toast. “Last day, isn't it?” Jongin nodded again. “You going to have sex with him?” This time Jongin didn't answer at all, just staring at his toast and thinking.
He knew that Sehun was right. He loved Kyungsoo and even though he had been angry at him at the beginning for never returning his feelings and treating him like shit even though he had known that Jongin had liked him all his time, now things were different. Kyungsoo was in love with him - because of a potion but that didn't matter - and he treated him exactly like Jongin had always wished for him to treat him. He had told him that he loved Jongin. He had kissed him first and smiled at him and addmitted that he was hot even though he obviously knew about the potion.
Jongin really didn't want to hurt him.
But would it really hurt him if he didn't remember?
“You know you shouldn't do it, right?”
“Why?” Jongin asked immediately “Because I'm a Gryffindor and I'm supposed to be a good person?”
“No. Because you are a good person. It wouldn't be right.”
“But he won't remember. He can't care if he doesn't remember.”
“But you would remember,” Luhan said seriously and for a moment Jongin didn't get why he'd state the obvious but then it clicked and all of a sudden he was thinking about how it'd be like to walk past Kyungsoo in the future, him not remembering any of the stuff they had done and Jongin being all alone missing and desiring him while he wouldn't be able to do anything about those feelings. Kyungsoo wouldn't understand. Because he wouldn't remember.
“I just don't know what to do... this is my only chance,” Jongin said desperately and he could feel himself tearing up a little but he wouldn't let himself have those tears fall because he didn't cry. He never cried for anyone to see and he didn't want that to change.
He was about to get up, not caring about Luhan's answer when suddenly Jongdae sat down next to him, a weird look on his face when he saw Jongin's teary eyes.
“Oh man, are you seriously crying,” he asked always being the insensitive-jerk, making Jongin mad “Kyungsoo asked me to tell you something,” he then said and Jongin forget for a second that he was supposed to be angry at him “He wants to meet you after dinner. Place you met up yesterday, he said. You're supposed to know where.”
“Yea, I know,” Jongin answered, “I can't see him before that?”
“Busy, he said,” Jongdae growled before he stole one of Luhan's sausages even though there was a hole plate of fresh ones on his left, taking a bite while grinning at the boy. Jongdae looked back at Jongin then, said “Calm down, it's not the end of the world,”, before he stood up and left for his house's table again.
“Don't mind the bastard, he's never been in love, “Luhan said looking at the now-empty space on his plate where the stolen sausage had been “He's never had sex either, I'm sure of it. He's just a big know-it-all and a scared little kitten, not daring to show anyone his real self. He'll die alone.”
“Well, that's mean considering he only stole a sausage,” Jongin said, smiling at a rarely-seen angry Luhan before turning back to his plate that was still half full, continuing to eat and telling himself not to think about tomorrow. He hadn't for the past six days and he wasn't going to do it now either.
Self-control was something he didn't have. Jongin was a Gryffindor, he acted on instinct and did what seemed to best fit the situation. That's why he wasn't at all racking his brains about whether he was going to fuck or not fuck Kyungsoo today. Apart from the fact that of course, he wouldn't if Kyungsoo didn't agree, he didn't set his mind on what to do in case Kyungsoo had planned this for their little meeting later in the owlery. Well, it was pretty obvious that Kyungsoo had something planned otherwise he wouldn't have wanted them to meet up there, but maybe he just wanted to repeat their little grinding session. Jongin would be alright with that. He'd surely not say no.
Really not thinking about any of that stuff at all, Jongin almost run into Professor Snape in the hallway, apologizing and quickly leaving before the guy could take any of his housepoints away for having his heads in the clouds.
Heads in the clouds... he was thinking about Kyungsoo like always. But again, he really wasn’t thinking about sex. Of course, he wasn't. He was a sixteen year old teenager, sex was the last thing on his mind.
“Oh who are you kidding,” Sehun said and Jongin was about to tell him to shut up but then he snapped out of his thoughts. Sehun wasn't even talking to him. The boy was seated two tables across from him, talking to Baekhyun and Chanyeol about something and the words hadn't been directed at Jongin at all.
But seriously, though, who was Jongin kidding. He wanted to have sex with Kyungsoo. He hadn't thought about anything else for two years and the thought of saying no in case Kyungsoo would be the one to initiate it was basically impossible. More than an understanding Gryffindor, he was a horny teenage boy and if Kyungsoo was to jump him - the fricking boy of his dreams - there was no way he was going to reject him.
He suddenly felt like he should tell Sehun about thoee thoughts. He'd surely understand considering he had been in a very similar situation only a few weeks ago. He didn't though because he was still pissed off at Sehun's attitude towards him earlier at breakfast and Sehun didn't seem to want to talk to him either.
Almost always alone, he spent the day waiting for the hours and classes to pass just so he could finally meet up with Kyungsoo.
It was their last day. He wanted to enjoy it.
The door was pushed open by the wind right before Jongin entered, Kyungsoo already sitting at their spot, smiling as Jongin approached him.
“I missed you,” Jongin said, sitting down next to Kyungsoo and pressing a kiss to his mouth before looking at him, a crease between his eyebrows “Why were you so busy today? Couldn't even see me at lunch?”
“I just,” Kyungsoo said looking at his lap before answering “had some thinking to do.”
“Hm,” Jongin said and even though he wanted to ask what thinking, it was obvious that Kyungsoo wouldn't tell him so he just smiled understanding and leaned down to kiss Kyungsoo once more, the boy returning the kiss immediately, holding on to Jongin's sides.
Kyungsoo was tense, Jongin could tell. The kiss was returned, but he wasn't into it, apparently not done with the thinking yet, so Jongin pulled back, looking at Kyungsoo's half-lidded eyes and glistening wet lips.
It only occurred to him at that moment, that Jongin probably wasn't going to see Kyungsoo up close like that anytime soon again. Or maybe not ever. It wasn't only the touches he was loosing, he'd also be loosing the ability to be that close to him and feel like they were breathing the same air. He was basically going to loose everything.
“The potion,” Jongin said because he wanted to talk about something, anything to distract him “did it turn out all right?”
“Yes,” Kyungsoo answered and Jongin could feel him fingering with something in his pants pocket but Jongin wouldn't look anywhere else but Kyungsoo's soft face before the boy pulled back a bit and held a little bottle with a brownish disgusting-looking liquid in his hands. “Turned out perfectly.”
“Well, can't say I expected anything else from you,” Jongin said smiling and was going to change the subject but the way Kyungsoo was holding on to the little bottle, like it was the most precious thing ever, made him look up at him in question.
“You know,” Kyungsoo started, fingers around the bottle alternating between tensing and relaxing “this is a reversal potion.” and Jongin really didn't care at all but somehow he had a feeling that this was important and he should listen “it's given to people who are under the effect of another potion unwillingly. To lift the effects.”
At those words Jongin's eyes opened wide.
“What..” he said but it wasn't really a question because he'd known that Kyungsoo knew. He'd known. But... how long had he known. He'd been working on this potion for so many days, how...
“I'm going to take it now...” the Ravenclaw said, eyes on Jongin uncertain and about to open the cap.
“No wait,” Jongin said, grasping both of Kyungsoo's wrists hard to stop him. “You can't.”
“I can, if you let me.”
“I won't let you,” Jongin said scared. “I'm not ready. Not yet. Please” he begged and he felt himself getting all teary-eyed again.
He had not expected this at all. He hadn't even thought about the possibility of Kyungsoo planning to do something like this. It was true that Kyungsoo had been acting very strange with knowing about the potion and not doing anytjing about it, but... what was this? Why... this made no sense whatsoever.
“Why are you... can't you wait for a few more hours?” Jongin asked desperately and Kyungsoo was looking at him, seeming uncertain but so certain at the same time.
“I have to take it before midnight.”
“Don't. Please.”
“I have to,” Kyungsoo said strongly this time “It will lift the effect of the love potion... but I will remember everything that has happened in this past week. Everything.”
“But...” Jongin said, not knowing if that was good or bad “you will remember everything but you won't love me... why would you want that?”
“I told you, I will love you,” Kyungsoo said convinced and all of a sudden Jongin remembered how Kyungsoo had said that yesterday as well. The Ravenclaw used the opportunity of Jongin staring at him in shock to lean forward and press a kiss to his lips “The love potion won't be effective anymore but I will remember everything that's happened between us... and knowing me, just those memories will make me fall in love with you so... I will love you anyway.”
“No,” Jongin said not at all convinced “you won't.”
“Yes, I will.”
“But that's the love potion talking! Of course, you'd say that now! You're head over heels with me!”
“Maybe... but-”
“No buts,” Jongin almost shouted “Let me at least have a few more hours with you. You can take the potion right before midnight, ok? But please, not yet. There are only three hours left. Let me have those. Please, I'm begging you.” The puppy eyes didn't seem to work, though, and neither did the desperate gasp as Kyungsoo pulled his hands out of Jongin's grip.
“Turst me, Jongin. I know myself. I may be under the effect of the potion now but I'm the same person. The things you said to me, the way you treated me, I will love you. I am sure of it!”
“You said I wasn't your type!” Jongin said desperate, trying to change his mind “Before, I didn't stand a chance. You were the same person then and you wouldn't even look at me twice. You didn't care about me, you treated me like shit! I don't want to go back to that just yet,” the words seemed to hit Kyungsoo harder than he thought because suddenly the certain look in his eyes was gone and he was just staring back at Jongin, a slight quiver to his lips.
“I was being stupid, ok?” Kyungsoo whispered after a while of keeping quiet and looking from the potion to Jongin and back at the potion “I was afraid of being in love. You are my type actually. I just... I didn't want to like you because I thought that you only wanted to have sex with me.”
“What?” Jongin asked confused as well as relieved as well as angry as well as happy, all of them emotions combining at the same time and he had no idea how his voice sounded when he said “I've been in love with your for years and you know it. If I'd just wanted sex, I'd have gone with someone easier, don't you think?”
“Yes. As I said before, I was being stupid.”
“No, you were being horrible, not stupid,” Jongin said, feeling the pain of those lonely years hitting him harder than ever in addition to the fact that Kyungsoo was still holding on to the bottle like he was going to take it anyway. “You don't care, do you? You are still going to take the potion.”
“Yes I am,” Kyungsoo answered and then he was leaning forward to take Jongin's face into his hands and kiss him softly on the lips, pressing against him harder when he heard Jongin sob against his mouth. “I love you, Jongin” he said, and when he pulled back, Jongin wanted to hold on to him, take the potion and toss it out of the window, but he didn't because he was an optimist and maybe Kyungsoo was right. Maybe he would love him after all.
Kyungsoo didn't pull back as he opened the little bottle and looked at it seriously. He grasped one of Jongin's hands with his while leading the small bottle to his lips.
“Don't, “ Jongin whispered, a tear running down his face because he just wasn't ready, wouldn't ever be ready, but Kyungsoo didn't listen and only a few seconds later, the entirity of the bottle was empty, a tear of brown liquid dripping down Kyungsoo's chin a little. Jongin wanted to whip it away with his thumb but Kyungsoo was leaning forward already, kissing him again hard, like it was their last kiss before the potion would work and he'd not be in love with him anymore.
Jongin hugged him back with all his might, not letting go and not giving Kyungsoo the opportunity to catch his breath as they opened their mouths together, tongue meeting tongue, Jongin tasting the sour taste of the potion in his mouth. It was the most desperate and intense kiss the two of them had shared and only after a few minutes did Jongin let go, remembering what was going on when he and Kyungsoo gasped for air together, Jongin leaning his forehead against Kyungsoo's “How long does it take until the potion works?” he asked, thankful for every minute but so so scared of Kyungsoo's answer when he saw his baby boy smile at him. A wide and happy smile, that made his lips turn into the shape of a heart. Something so beautiful, Jongin had never seen anything similar before.
“It only takes a few seconds. Half a minute, maybe,” Kyungsoo whispered against his lips and Jongin nodded at that, still perplex because he'd just witnessed something so wonderful, while waiting for Kyungsoo to push him away in disgust an-
“What?”, he asked looking at the Ravenclaw who was still smiling at him, hugging Jongin tightly, his hands immediately going up to take his boyfriend's face between his hands, squishing it together a little.
“I told you, didn't I?” Kyungsoo said softly.
“You still love me?”
“Even more than before to be honest,” he replied smiling widely before both of them lashed forward at the same time, their noses crashing into each other so painfully, they moaned out in pain instead of kissing each other and then ended up laughing out loud.
“I think I broke something right there,” Jongin laughed, not letting go of Kyungsoo though as the boy slung his hands even tighter around Jongin's waist, kissing him on the nose afterwards before looking him deeply in the eyes.
“I'm sorry,” Kyungsoo said “I've never realized how serious you were about me. I mean of course, I knew that you had a crush on me but... I didn't ever imagine that you'd seriously been suffering because of me. I just thought it was a simple crush that would go away soon an-”
“Well, you were wrong.”
“I'm sorry,” Kyungsoo repeated before he let Jongin kiss him, biting a little on his upper lip.
“Don't be,” he whispered as his hands roamed Kyungsoo's sides, going down to slide under his shirt and Kyungsoo twitched as Jongin's cold hands found his warm body. “You love me now, that's enough.”
“I really do,” Kyungsoo answered, with Jongin kissing his neck while touching his sides, running his hands up and down his body slowly. “I love you so much.”
Jongin looked up at him before smiling and pushing Kyungsoo back on to floor but not before pulling out his wand to cast a spell so a blanket appeared right underneath them.
“Good call,” Kyungsoo said as he wrapped his legs around Jongin's hips to press him closer against his body, lying down on top of the Ravenclaw and continuing to kiss his neck. “You've also got a spell for lube and condoms?”
“Are you kidding me, who do you think I am?” Jongin said laughing before he whipped his wand a few times, making the stuff appear right next to Kyungsoo's head.
“Someone's read '69 Helpful Spells for Sexy Time',” Kyungsoo said grinning slightly and Jongin decided that he loved that look on his boyfriend's face, leaning down to kiss his lips - yes, because now they were his officially.
“I really have,” Jongin answered proud because that had basically been the first and only book he had read until the very end and not because he had been forced to for school purposed.
“Me too,” Kyungsoo answered before he suddenly had his own wand in his hand “Nudus!” he said and suddenly Jongin found himself completely naked above a fully closed Kyungsoo, shocked as well as slightly surprised that his boyfriend would do such a thing.
“I wasn't ready yet,” Jongin called out surprised but then Kyungsoo was casting the same spell on himself and Jongin turned quiet within a second, looking at Kyungsoo. Really looking at him.
His eyes were gliding over every part of Kyungsoo's naked body. The pale arms, the small shoulders and the concise collarbones, down to his apparently always hard nipples, his flat stomach and then his hard dick, almost pressing against his own stomach.
Jongin watched Kyungsoo's hands slide over his own stomach, feeling that the boy was uncomfortable with being stared at like that but apparently it made him incredibly hot as well because there was already a bit of pre-cum on his boyfriend's tip and Jongin hadn't even touched him anywhere yet.
“Stop staring,” Kyungsoo finally said but Jongin didn't, feeling himself having grown dangerously hard just while looking at the boy.
“I've been waiting for years for this. Let me stare,” Jongin said before he dipped down to kiss along Kyungsoo's neck down to his nipples, biting one of them lightly and making Kyungsoo moan out loud at the sudden pain.
“Don't,” Kyungsoo said as Jongin was still mouthing around the pink bud, hands sliding down to to his thighs, pushing them apart a little.
“Don't stop?” Jongin asked amused and Kyungsoo was getting mad at his sly remark, he could see it in his eyes, so he didn't wait for an answer and just continued, sliding down Kyungsoo's body with his tongue, dipping into his navel before mouthing at the bone of his hip still pressing his thighs apart so they were almost spread all the way.
He could feel Kyungsoo going crazy underneath him, obviously not knowing what to do with his hands while Jongin was teasing his body with his mouth and tongue, pulling sweet moans and gasps out of his mouth.
Before he went down any further, Jongin looked up searching for the lube making sure that it was at hand when he needed it later. He pulled it closer to his face before he finally dipped back down, running his tongue over the slit of Kyungsoo's penis, making the boy gasp in shock and bury his hands in Jongin's dark hair.
And even though Jongin had read a lot about this - and seen a lot of porn, - doing it himself and experiencing the real thing was so different. He had no idea what he was even doing when he put his lips around the tip of Kyungsoo's penis, licking at the head while pulling the foreskin down with his his fingers, pumping lightly as he sucked and licked, turning Kyungsoo into a panting mess. Apparently, he was doing something right.
The taste of Kyungsoo's precome leaking in his mouth was very different from what he had imagined - yes he had imagined the taste of Kyungsoo's cum - and also noticed that his boyfriend's penis was not longer, but thicker than he had imagined. After a while he tried to pull his lips over the entirityof his tip for the first time, trying to take more of it inside his mouth but failing miserably and almost gagging when it scratched against the back of his throat.
“You ok?”, Kyungsoo asked, lips parted and breathing heavily while looking down at Jongin worriedly.
“I'm fine. Turn around,” Jongin said quickly, deciding that he was done with that for now, and Kyungsoo obliged. He was about to lie back down when Jongin held on to his hips to keep him steady on his knees.
Fingers coated in lube, he was getting ready to prepare Kyungsoo for him. He trailed kisses up from Kyungsoo's balls after lightly sucking on them, up his perineum and then pressing a light kiss to his hole, making Kyungsoo almost lose his balance as he pressed his tongue against that place a little, he quickly added a finger, putting only the tip inside first and then shoving it all in, starting to slightly move it inside of Kyungsoo's anus. The boy beneath him was making exhausted, almost whiny sounds when Jongin added a second and later a third finger, alternating between sucking on his balls and licking along the rim.
Was he being a perverted? Jongin didn't know. But tasting Kyungsoo in so many different places, touching him where nobody had ever touched before, made him unable to think straight, as he slighly bit the skin right next to where his fingers had buried themselves into, Kyungsoo making a high sound in the back of his throat and pulling his ass away a little at the weird contact.
“It doesn't hurt, does it?” Jongin asked and Kyungsoo shock his head when Jongin was back to only licking around his hole.
After a few more minutes of preparing his boyfriend Jongin pulled his fingers out, putting on a condom and slicking his penis with lube. He carefully positioned himself against Kyungsoo who was turning his head a little to look up at Jongin while both of them were slightly grinding against each other already. The head of his penis was touching the puckered hole and when he heard Kyungsoo moan as he pressed against it lightly, Jongin breathed out through his nose in anticipation, finally pushing his hips forward slowly and entering Kyungsoo's anus. Kyungsoo almost screamed, in addition to a high sound coming from the back of his throat as Jongin pushed deeper inside of him, being careful not to go too fast as he leaned his whole body over Kyungsoo's. Spreading kisses all over his boyfriend's small shoulder-blades and neck, Jongin pushed Kyungsoo's legs together beneath him so his thighs were pressed together tightly as he pushed down deeper inside of Kyungsoo, pressing his hips down so Kyungsoo was now lying flat on his stomach below him, not having been able to hold himself up under the weight.
“Ok?” Jongin asked, his whole body covering Kyungsoo's as he pressed a kiss to his cheek from the side and spread his own legs so he could steady himself better on both sides of Kyungsoo's thighs with his knees while pushing inside.
“I don't know,” Kyungsoo breathed out moaning when Jongin moved a little, only rocking his hips ever so lightly. “It feels so...” Kyungsoo started and then Jongin was pulling out and pushing in again, hitting that spot. “There!” Kyungsoo shouted and Jongin started moving faster, hitting Kyungsoo's prostate with almost every push, causing the boy beneath him to forget about the uncomfortable feeling of being stretched way too much with the wonderful hot sensation of having Jongin's shaft inside of him.
“More,” Kyungsoo whimpered between moans, one hand grasping for Jongin's to entwine their fingers, the other reaching out for Jongin's bare ass to urge him to push deeper and harder. “I want to come, Jongin,” he said, voice only a breath with Jongin's pushes getting faster and less controlled.
The Gryffindor reached down, one hand pushing Kyungsoo down between his shoulder blades, the other going around their bodies to pump his boyfriend's penis.
“Oh god,” Kyungsoo moaned out loud and Jongin could hardly hold his voice back as he came, pushing hard into the tight hole before he felt Kyungsoo's penis pulsing in his hands, coming just a few seconds later and spreading his cum all over the blanket in front of him.
Riding out his orgasm slowly, Jongin pulled out after a minute all the while pumping Kyungsoo's dick. He laid back down next to his boyfriend, watching as the panting mess turned his head to look at Jongin, the rest of his body not moving as he felt himself up slowly, reaching down to his ass and then making a weird face as he felt Jongin's cum on his fingers.
"Wand," Kyungsoo demanded and Jongin grasped blindly to his side, passing him the wooden stick when he heard Kyungsoo cast the same cleaning spell Jongin had cast the day before on both of them.
They just laid there panting for a good two minutes before Jongin started smiling, moving closer to Kyungsoo and pressing a kiss to his cheek, looking at the strands of hair that were sticking to his sweaty forehead.
“I want to sleep,” Kyungsoo said tiredly wrapping an arm around Jongin and pulling him closer “I don't want to go to separate houses. Wanna fall alseep just like this.”
“Me too,” Jongin said and Kyungsoo could see that the Gryffindor's eyes were already closing from exhaustion. “Let's go to my parents house for Christmas break. We'll be able to fall asleep together in one bed then.”
“Let's do that”, Kyungsoo said smiling even though Jongin couldn't see it and he didn't know if he'd get his parent's permission, but he smiled anyway, pressing his body closer to Jongin's.
Kyungsoo was sliding his fingers through Jongin's hair when he noticed that this time it had been the younger to fall asleep and the Ravenclaw couldn't help but grin at that. Looking at Jongin's beautiful thick lips, he pressed a kiss to them and snuggled closer, feeling Jongin's hot breath against his neck.
“Not my type,” Kyungsoo whispered to himself, while watching his pale finger tips press against the dark skin of Jongin's, “Who was I kidding?”
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the end
my other stories of the potion!series:
TAOHUN
KRISBAEK
i guess this is a bit late - as always - but i promised that i'd write a kaisoo and a krisbaek sequel to smells like amortentia and here the first one is. lol i didn't actually plan for this to get this long. i was thinking about a 5k story or something, and look, it's longer than the prequel XD)
thanks a lot to my wonderful beta john!!!
I hope you guys can take the time to leave a comment :B
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