What's On Your Mind?
(kaisoo, r, nonAU, fluff/romance/smut, 1.8k)
Usually you confess your love and then start making out (,if you are lucky)... this time it was the other way round.
This is the song that inspired me to write this fic. It fits the atmosphere quite well, so you may like to listen to it while reading
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What's On Your Mind?
In his 19 long years, Kyungsoo had never experienced anything that felt this good. Jongin's beautiful fingers sliding over his naked chest and lower, running circels round his navel and slowly slinding back to his chest.
It has been going on like that for the past twenty minutes and Kyungsoo had no idea how it had come to this. And even worse: He didn't care.
All he wanted was this feeling to last longer. If possible forever.
Jongin was about to grab Kyungsoo's belt with his other hand when the older one let out a little moan, sounding more like a sigh.
God, this was good. D.O was sure he could come from just this.
With closed eyes he didn't even notice what Kai was about to do. Kyungsoo wasn't able to think straight at that moment and when he bend his back a bit to feel his dongsaeng's fingertips pressed harder against his skin, he opened his eyes in confusion.
Kai was now sitting on his thighs, not doing anything beside staring at Kyungsoo's face.
"What is it?“, D.O asked.
"Why did he stop?
"I was just thinking...“, Kai started but didn't finish his sentence.„Thinking about what?“, Kyungsoo asked and was about to get a bit uneasy because of Jongin's doubting expression.
"Okay, what they were doing was definitely strange and some time later Kyungsoo would have to sit down and have a long thought about this, but for now he just wanted to continue.
"Nevermind...“, Jongin then said and bend down again, leaning over Kyungsoo and placing his ellbows next to his face.
"Now there were only a few inches between their faces and even though they've been touching each other for the past few minutes, they hadn't kissed yet.
"Jongin's eyes were fixed on Kyungsoo's, when a little smile appeared on those sexy lips.
"You're even more handsome from up close“, he whispered and normaly this would be a very cheesy situation but somehow D.O was so mesmerized by the younger boy, that he couldn't even laugh it off.
"But that smile disappeared after only a few seconds and again they couldn't stop starring at each other.
"This feeling was so new for Kyungsoo. How could he be that aroused by just a single glance? It was like Kai was trying to seduce him with his eyes. That would explain him not doing anything for such a long time.
"Was he waiting for Kyungsoo to do something, or was he just as bewitched as him?
"Kyungsoo could feel single drops of sweat dropping on his chin and running down his neck and everyone of them felt like one of those fingertips sliding over his skin.
"He gulped hard, fearing that Kai heard, but when the younger one suddenly bend down, Kyungsoo opened his mouth in shock.
"Slowly Jongin pressed his lips against D.O's and for a moment, time stopped. Kyungsoo felt the heat burning up his whole body as Kai's bottom lip slide between his and he slowly started sucking on his well-shaped upper lip.
"Was this even possible? Kyungsoo didn't know, if he was feeling alright or not. What was wrong with him? That sensation of never wanting to part with Jongin's lips again and his hands suddenly grabbing onto Kai's shirt and pulling him down, deeper into their kiss...
"This was all so different, in an amazing way.
"They kissed non-stop for the next ten minutes, exploaring each others mouths with their tongues. Hands sliding down Kyungsoo's sides.
"If he didn't know better, D.O would have thought that he's having a bad fever. He just wanted to rip every single piece of cloth of him and have Jongin's skin presses against his, sweat melting between them.
"And that is what was about to happen.
"When they parted for the first time, Jongin immediately took of his shirt in a really sexy way, licking is lips as he leaned over again. But this time he didn't kiss D.O. He started sucking at his neck just under his earlobe and slowly slide down that beautiful slender neck with the tip of his tongue.
"What were they doing? How...
"Kyungsoo let out a sweet moan as the younger guy bit slightly into one of his nipples and pinched the other one with his fingers.
"This definitely wasn't going to end like that. Kyungsoo knew what was about to happen.
"His hands grapped onto his shoulders and his nails drilled into his tanned skin when Kai finally started working on Kyungsoo's belt. In a slow but sexy way he opened the buckle, not taking his eyes of the still covered bulb between his hyung's legs, as if he couldn't wait to see what was hidden in there.
"Not that he hadn't seen it before, though.
"Kai's face was screaming `lust` and just knowing that he was the course of it, D.O became even harder.
"How come, this wasn't embarrassing at all?
"And instead of stripping him slowly, first the pants and afterwards the shorts, he nearly ripped them apart while undressing Kyungsoo and threw them on the floor.
"The way Jongin suddenly stared at his thing, not moving at all, finally made D.O blush.
"„Don't stare like that...“, he said and couldn't tear his eyes apart from the younger one's which were still focused on his hard dick.
"Wasn`t he going to take his pants of as well?
>No, seems like he wasn't, because next thing Kyungsoo let out was a mix of a moan and a scream, as Jongin's lips touched his tip.
"Don't...“, Kyungsoo whispered confused and put his hands on his head to press him away but it just got more intense when Kai put it into his mouth and started working up and down on him, using his tongue to slide over the tip again.
"Stop it, Jongin.... this is... too much...“, Kyungsoo bit his lip hard as he suppressed his voice from waking the other members - if they weren't already awake from his earlier scream.
"And just before Kyungsoo was about to come, Kai stopped and rose up again.
"D.O was both relieved and dissatisfied at the same time when Kai started taking of his pants - finally!
"But wait... now this was the real deal, wasn't it?
"Kyungsoo was too exhausted to sit up and press his legs against his body so Jongin wouldn't be able to do, what Kyungsoo thought he was gonna do next, so he just observed every one of Jongin's moves, from opening his belt, the button and zipper to taking of his shorts.
And there he was.
"Wait... there was no way Kyungsoo would let Jongin fit that thing in his...
"Jongin was about to jump right in again, when he must have noticed Kyungsoo's scared face. He stopped for a second and his breath calmed down a little.
"Wow, Jongin was definitely wanting this at least as much as him, but well... of course he was... for him there was nothing to be afraid of, after all.
"You scared?“
"A bit...“, Kyungsoo answered honestly and somehow it was weird to talk like that all of a sudden.
"Please don't tell me to stop now“, the younger one said with a little pleading smile on his face and got closer again. „I will take care of everything. You know, I wouldn't hurt you...“
"I know, still...“, Kyungsoo finally sat up and looked at his friend who seemd to be a bit dissappointed all of a sudden.
"It took some time for both of them to calm down a bit and when Jongin was finally able to hide his frustration he crawled into Kyungsoo's arms, embracing him in a sitting position.
"You want to go to sleep?“, Jongin asked and now looked at D.O again from up close. He put his hands on Kyungsoo's neck and caressed his cheeks with his thumbs. A little understanding smile made D.O's heart stop for a minute.
"What was that? Why was he acting so... loving?
"No... let's continue...“, Kyungsoo then decided and actually just wanted to see Kai's reaction.
"What was going on? Now Kyungsoo definitely wanted to know why they were actually doing this. Was Kai in love with him? Was he in love with Kai?
"Sure? If you don't want to, we can jus-“
"I want it“, Kyungsoo whispered with a voice sounding more lusty than he wanted and wrapped his arms around that beautiful man's neck.
"Yea, Kyungsoo was pretty sure that the feeling he had for him was love. Now that he thought about it... Kai had always been different to him. Always way more important than anyone else and just... special.
"Without saying anything else, they started kissing again, like they did before, this time grabbing hold of each others bodies tighly as they couldn't stop lusting over each other.
"I love this...“ D.O didn't even notice that he breathed these words between their kisses.
„Me too“, Kai answered and they both opened their eyes at the same time, looking at each other while parting their lips for a second.
"What is this?“, Kyungsoo asked, not finding himself sounding weird at all.
"That was a good question after all and he wanted to know, if his friend had the same thought about all of this.
"Maybe their feelings were the same!?
"This is just amazing“, Kai said and smiled, looking down between their faces, propping his forehead against Kyungsoo's. „This is what I've been hoping to do for such a long time...“
"Their eyes met again and when they both started grinning at the same time, they knew that this was definitely the right thing to do.
"You should have done this sooner“, Kyungsoo whispered and gave his dongsaeng a short kiss. „Way sooner.“
"I know.... I know“, Kai answered longingly and pressed his love against him with all his might, lifting him from his knees and pulling him on his lap.
"Body pressed against body, they smiled at each other and knew what the other one was thinking at that time without a doubt.
"I love you."
Again they had to grin and Kyungsoo even started giggling a bit.
"We're really... creepy...“, he said and put the back of his hand infront if his mouth, laughing against it.
"Hm, you think so? I love it, when we're like this.“ Kai looked between their bodies even though, there was hardly any space left between their naked skin. „Still want to continue?“
"Yea...“
"Sure?“
"Sure as hell!“
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hope you liked it and I would appreciate a comment, if you've read until the end :) I hope you forgive the grammar and spelling mistakes in it, since I'm not a native speaker.