I'm always second best to sombody else....

[djorbital]

WIth the holidays quickly approaching, I find it weird that I'm so down because normally Christmas is one of my favorite times of the year....it seems to be the one day of the year where pretty much everyone gets along. I think the reason that I've been in the funk that I'm in is because at Thanksgiving, I was hanging out at my cousin's house with

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[kate3104]

dan, first off you know that you are preaching to the choir with me...because this is pretty much the SAME thing i went through with josh. as much as i loved him it was so hard to see him with someone else, but i got over it...yes it took awhile and i always held out hope that things would work out mostly because you guys were always telling me that things would work out and that we'd get back together. now i realize that maybe it just wasnt meant to be and if it was then our paths will cross again. and i havent really been with anyone since josh...which is my fault, i havent allowed myself to open up to anyone...i put my work and everything else ahead of everything...and my friends and stuff...i dont take time for myself...anyway needless to say i love you and im sure that everything will work out the way that it is suppose to work out...maybe not the way you want it to but it will work out...and life goes on (as much as you dont want to hear that). but it does...and ive said it before and ill say it again...you gotta keep livin man