Kajun Jesus- Make it go away
do you understand
why I do this day to day
just tired of being myself
I just wanna be somebody else
it might just cause more pain
may even drive me insane
but I gotta get outta this shell
because it's my own peronsal hell
the deep this needle pierces my veins
the deeper I get away from myself
and even deeper theres no more pain
could you see the world
through these cold eyes
from day to day
could you stand
what goes on in this skull
it really is just dull
the deeper these thoughts
run through my veins
the more I just wish
there is no more pain
in the eyes you see me through
cause really I'm okay
you may not know it
it's just there to get by one more day
I should have never expected to stay
because there is just no way
to get through this god damn day
the deeper this madness
entrenches my soul
the deeper the needs
makes this hole
the deeper I push
the closer I get
to pushing myself away
if I can push any deeper
there would be no more pain