Still numb. Haven't been able to express much like Mary, Heather Angel and Sean and Jerry have.
Have, however, found a song that seems to speak for me. And, go figure Dave, it's Technoir. Oddly again the album manages to capture me in a moment.
"break into pieces" - technoir, deliberately fragile
With every word I stumble
with every word of you
I keep hiding in a place
where there seems to be no light
my former self is absent
I can find no sleep
if only you were here
to keep me safe from harm
Catch me, I'm falling
hold me, before I break into pieces
Catch me, I'm falling
hold me, before I break into pieces
With every broken promise,
with every lie you tell
I keep crawling in a state
that leaves me paralysed
your degrading ways
made me smaller than I am
and I know I have to leave
to keep me safe from harm
Catch me, I'm falling
hold me, before I break into pieces
Catch me, I'm falling
hold me, before I break into pieces
Melodrama check. More to come.