this song has taken over me. i cant hear it enough ( Read more... )

first a song ( Read more... )

friday night the races were sick!!! i lost all my races... whic was very pathetic. i keep telling myself "its a truck racing a car" but i still wanna be able to win. so im seriously looking for mods to the truck. maby soon ill actuely get one ( Read more... )

well its a few dyas before vacation... and im only looking forward to it for a break. i realy need to just relax and try to still figure out where or wat i do. im still feeling messed up and broken inside... from being dumped, so just lil things that happen every day ( Read more... )

well the week was good. i found out wbout the commenter form my last post, and explained the feelings arent mutual. and she didnt take it to hard ( Read more... )

im just a lil worried that to many people would find out so i took down wat was here. if u care enough, u prob already know wat happened. and please dont spread the word to anyone. the last thing i wanna deal w/ is teachers or my parents learning about this ( Read more... )

To see you when I wake up ( Read more... )

just wanted to post a quick update. melissa talked to me yesterday, and it has realy helped me. i ahve alotta things floating in my mind about things, and im just trying to figure out how to act upon them. i hope i can get them squared away and explore them. could be a realy good thing or could be bad, but watever works. and the truck is frickin ( Read more... )

the truck is the greatst vehicle ive drivin haha. and its mine!! :-D ( Read more... )

well melissa dumped me again. i was an idiot to go back out, i only got hurt again.

i realy dont no wat to say beside i feel crushed, and its back to crying myself to sleep at night.

this truck better come soon, cause its the only thing im looking forward to live for.