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Jan 20, 2005 13:07

First thing we need to get to:
I AM an Aquarius. Ha. Told ya Nicole!!! I am such an aquarius, Capricorn shmapricorn.
What sign of the Zodiac am I?

Aquarius
86 %
Sagittarius
80 %
Cancer
73 %
Aries
66 %
Leo
66 %
Gemini
60 %
Capricorn
53 %
Pisces
46 %
Scorpio
46 %
Virgo
40 %
Libra
33 %
Taurus
26 %

Take the Zodiac test here!

Second thing:
Jenny Lewis of Rilo Kiley is my hero. Seriously. I love her so much and I want to be her. I wish I was pretty like her and had a voice like her. I wish I was musical.

Third thing:
My poem of the day calendar failed to mention Edgar Allen Poe's birthday.

Fourth thing:
I think I did really poorly on my multiple choice portion of my history exam.
I had a bad fever and I was hallucinating.

Fifth thing:
Dan gave me an awesome birthday gift- thanks!

Story of the day:
I went to New World and Spot coffee. I saw Mike (the stalker) and it had been awhile. I smiled, he nodded, I plan on going back there with Charlotte tomorrow. We had some good times together. After that, the really hot I-love-indie-rock guy at New World (Pete, with the brown hair) struck up conversation with me and asked where my accomplise was (meaning Charlotte). I think we'll go visit him tomorrow.

Thoughts that have been rushing in and out through my head:
I really want to be anti- computer (as I am already anti-tv as I don't have cable right now). I'm pushing my mom to get me this typewriter sitting in the corner at work, but she's too mean and lazy to ask them for it. Oh well. Without the tv, I've been addicted to my Super Nintendo. I want to start using the phone to talk to my friends and writing letters to them. I can't stop this livejournal thing- it is just too much fun and it is becoming my life. Maybe I'll just visit this website from the library or something. Anyways, I want to downsize my computer usage and start doing interesting things. I want to go outside, go to the library, listen to music, and hang out with friends (not online!). I also think writing letters is awesome, as well as keeping a *real* journal. I need to learn more, get some new hobbies, and make my life worth something. Right now, I am just a victim of this society around me. We (you and me) need to change this society, because right now, it is going downhill. I am striving to not give any money to huge corporations and supporting independent businesses, as well as making stuff myself. We all need to learn. The lazier and more technologically advanced we become, the less skills we have. But what is so bad about not having to do anything? While that question can have many answers, I feel, personally, that my life is not worth a penny if we live like that. It isn't fun, it isn't challenging. Or maybe it's a sense of competition in me. I want to do things nobody else can do, and create things no one else can create. I want to be the best (don't a lot of people want to be the best). Well I don't know if this "desire to alter society" is self-beneficial or wanting to change it for all of us, but I know that my mind is working in the "right" direction, according to me. I want to be happy. That's all. I will be happy if everyone else is happy and I feel like I'm worth something. Maybe this will be the apocalypse- people like me, the new people, that believe in peace, happiness, art, knowledge, wisdom, and love, will take over capitalism, imperialism, authoritarianism, militarism, and everything else that makes my world suck. We will be happier. So right now, I feel like I can do anything and the whole future of the world is at my fingertips. Thank you for rambling, Lourdes.
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