my journal in retrospective is pretty intense. going threw my old entries is crazy. showing how naive i was. how much of an emotional wreck i was when mom died. old comments from people i dont talk to anymore. crazy ( Read more... )

"maybe you dont go to hell of the things you do. maybe you go to hell of the things you dont. the things you dont finish"

i m in constant amazement of the way people are. what makes them do the things they do? compulsion? fear? experience? what makes me, me ( Read more... )

so i m writing a 6 song E.P. i needed to start writing songs again. i missed it. so far i have these ( Read more... )

i think i have had enough. i think the time has come. i ll never be this alive. get busy living or get busy dying. thats how the story goes, and i v read this chapter so many times ( Read more... )

so, i m thinking of going back to school. again. for a different major. haha. that problem of wanting to know and do everything is showing its ugly yet productive head again. i v only told a few people that i might be enrolling in the new england school of photography for the fall. the BIG problem is i would have to either drive out there all the ( Read more... )

the only thing left that i m truly afraid of in this world is

myself

I'm not exactly who I used to be
So shut your mouth or else you're fucking gone

i think i m the only one having a good time in 09. ain't gonna let everyone bring me down.

the good times are killing me. well. they were. not so much anymore. the good times are better now ( Read more... )

10 minutes to downtown, is 10 minutes to far.

Don’t be gone when I get home…
You’re all I have.

i can not wait for the get up kids reunion next year