Today I'm feeling a bit better after the initial shock (I felt ill...), but I think what's making me sad today is just the world has turned upside down. Every pic I see of her, every video that I loved to watch... it stings. Not in a 'I hate her' kind of way, because I don't. And I don't think I ever can. I think I've always identified with her, and right now instead of anger I'm just so, so sad for her. Whatever brought her to those actions, she could never have imagined it would unfold with THIS magnitude.
I miss her too, and the way I used to feel looking at pics of her and Rob. I hope with time (whether or not they work through it) that I can get that giddy fangirly feeling back when I see either of them being silly in an interview.
Yeah, I feel you on the fact that things are reminding me and I legit cannot look at a photo of her without being sad. And yeah, whatever brought her to do that...I hope she figured it out. I just don't see her as malicious so if it was cracking under pressure or whatever, I hope she gets what she needs to deal with it.
I agree. We all make mistakes, stupid mistakes we wish we could take back the second they happened. We all have fears and doubts and sometimes we are strong enough to not give in and other times, we are not.
This sooooo much.
I think you are right about her statement. Because she could have not made a statement or made a less specific one. But she completely owned up to what she did and who she hurt the most. And to me, for Kristen to be so super open about their relationship in that...that to me meant the most. She was very specific and I think she knew she had to be.
I totally respect your opinion on this. Like I said, I'm surprised with how I feel about this so how you feel is understandable.
Frankly, however people feel about her because of this is fine with me unless it is super mean and nasty (and really just girls tearing down other girls) or it just the people who always hated her being assholes.
I'm feeling the same. The most prominent feeling I have and that I've seen other people voice is the fact that it just seems so unlike her. And you're right, it isn't anyone's business to know the reason except her and Rob and those close to her. I just wish she hadn't done it. I really really wish she hadn't given in
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Which is why two days ago was the biggest WTF in history. I don't get it, you don't get, none of us get it. But I don't think we are supposed to. I doubt SHE really gets it.
Thank you for writing this. Reading everyone's thoughts helps try to make sense of things. Mine are still so disjointed.
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Today I'm feeling a bit better after the initial shock (I felt ill...), but I think what's making me sad today is just the world has turned upside down. Every pic I see of her, every video that I loved to watch... it stings. Not in a 'I hate her' kind of way, because I don't. And I don't think I ever can. I think I've always identified with her, and right now instead of anger I'm just so, so sad for her. Whatever brought her to those actions, she could never have imagined it would unfold with THIS magnitude.
I miss her too, and the way I used to feel looking at pics of her and Rob. I hope with time (whether or not they work through it) that I can get that giddy fangirly feeling back when I see either of them being silly in an interview.
Hugs.
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Lots of hugs back.
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This sooooo much.
I think you are right about her statement. Because she could have not made a statement or made a less specific one. But she completely owned up to what she did and who she hurt the most. And to me, for Kristen to be so super open about their relationship in that...that to me meant the most. She was very specific and I think she knew she had to be.
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Frankly, however people feel about her because of this is fine with me unless it is super mean and nasty (and really just girls tearing down other girls) or it just the people who always hated her being assholes.
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It does seem so unlike her but I don't think we'll know the reason why.
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Thank you for writing this. Reading everyone's thoughts helps try to make sense of things. Mine are still so disjointed.
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Life is messy.
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