I finally did it. I packed my car, and left. suprisingly it made it to Kzoo. So im here, now I have to figure out what the hell I'm gonna do. i'm taking up partial residency in jonny's room cause he and his roomate are so laxed and they really don't care. at least I have my jonny cakes back though.

wow its been so long, actually as jonny informed me at lunch today its been six weeks since my last entry. well now it hasn't Ive taken over celias computer.. mwa ha ha .... she can't have it back :)! but wait.... if I have celias computer and had luch with jonny cakes that must mean... oh YEAH party baby Im at wastern! tee hee Im a bit giddy today ( Read more... )

yes thats right I am awake in the middle of the freakin night.. morining.. W/E you call it. Im so feeling like vampire lately. Not to mention I just want to get outta here like no other. I miss my Celia! I miss My Jonny Cakes ( never thought I'd see the day eh?). Just Kidding, you know I love you Jonny! I want to have people all around and new ( Read more... )

yeah, thats right it almost three in the morning. Here I am again, awake. I just can't sleep, even though I went to bed at like nine last night and got up fairly early, i just can't reverse this cycle. I WAS tired, but now Im wide awake ( Read more... )

maybe I am just sensitive. It still twinges a bit, and maybe it always will. It doesn't as much as it used to. I used to talk to him about her and cry... now I just kinda feel funny. not exactly as sad.. but just not happy. Trying to learn how to be a friend again is rough... sometimes it feels so familiar, and sometimes it feels wrong.

I think Im never ever going to sleep again. I can never fall asleep anyway, so I decided to saty up all night because I have to open the pool at 5:30 in the morning. Let me tell you, its way easier this way ( Read more... )

what a subject, and, at threee in the morning no less. But really, I am yet again confused about well, everything. I no longer know what makes me happy, and what makes me sad. I had somewhat of a mental breakdown yesterday, and Im not 100 % sure why. I felt much better today, but yet, in the back of my mind are the same old thoughts ( Read more... )

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