"Why I suck as a [person]"

[dlu]

I can't believe it took me this long to realize that all he fucking needed was a friend. That's why things worked so well before spring break. That's why things fell apart after break. I started acting like he was my boyfriend, and like he had some obligation to me. All I had to do was stop being such a girl, and just be his friend. I think

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[softskinboys]

you are right, dana. no one could tell you that, but i'm proud of you for figuring it out. i realize now that you write it that it's true. you have solved the mystery.

love,
bronwen

[lazy_itis]

Hmm.. that's a real thinker. Sounds like a positive outlook. I hope you're feeling better about the situation, but by no means should you beat yourself up about not realizing it earlier. The thought really hadn't crossed my mind until you said it. I miss you indefinitely. But, on the upside, so far I have saved $625.85 towards visiting you in London. That's my plane ticket right there. Now, I just need loads more food and spending $$. I've been taking a minimum of $100 out of every paycheck for this very thing. Hopefully I can put off spending this money to fix my car and my computer. They are both sucking right now; this makes me sad. Tomorrow is Ian's graduation and gallery opening and his parents are coming up. Should be fun. I promise to call soon after the hectic factor lowers. I can't can't can't wait for you to come home..er, here. He he. In your ear.

[feminista312]

hi dana,
i just added you to my lj buddies. i'm procrastinating and just realized how many lu people have lj's. if you're coming to the party at the co-op tomorrow, i can give you your cd there.
see ya.
-erin

[livingamiss]

is this dana g.? that is, are you dana g.?

[dlu]

This is Dana G. Who is this?