i cant help but feel a little disappointed.
only typical for these things to pile up on a bad day. you kept my smile and something so little, unexpected and unintentional could secretly bring the tears back. i dont understand. i know its not from my actions. because i have been nothing but sweet to you, is it the expressions i use? do they sound to juvenial? *sigh* i need consistency. something you lack. maybe i'm over analyzing like i always do, but your generalization, i think it only reminds you of the one who hurt you before. you fit the description. if they knew about you, you'd only be a typical reflection of me.
just finished watching fight club. and again i add, there is nothing to do in the valley.
shitty day at work today, forgot my shoes. bawled my eyes out even after my mom brought them. broke a mug. plunged a toilet with steph..haha ew. closing shift. on the bright side, louie picked up some take out and yair stopped by to visit, i'll hang out with him before he goes to israel ..i'll miss that kid.