What happened in Philippines, Stay's in Philippines...lols
Konnichiwa Minna-sang!!!
Genki? Genki?:D
Minnasang I just came back last week from Philippines...yay!
I had so much fun!!!...I should've stayed long....phew...:)
I was so happy that I get the chance to hang out with my friends again.
Definitely one of the best thing that happened to me this year.
Anyway...I got a lovestory to share.
First of all we moved to a new house.
So when my Mom and I came to Philippines that's were we stayed.
And that's where I met this guy. Well I didn't actually meet him personally.
Anyway minna let's just call him "Shuttle Guy"
In are subdivision we have a shuttle in each phase/street.
This guy happens to be one of the driver. Well that is one of their family business.
And they also owned a bar and restaurant that is really famous in the area.
Since are car is currently in maintenance.
I happened to ride the shuttle every time I go out and whenever I go home.
He most of the time wear glasses. Which I find i really cute on him.
Then one day my cousin Don and Auntie was teasing me to him. Just for a joke.
Then I realized that I'm actually attractive to him.
So I always ask my cousin Don for help. Because I really like him and I feel
like everyday my feelings to him is getting deeper. Well, that's how I feel.
Everyday I get excited to see him. Hoping that he will notice me.
Then one day...I was supposed to meet up with my friend Ske...
But unfortunately he forgot about it...I was so upset.
So I decided to meet up with my other friend because I was already dressed up
and I don't want my preparation gone to waste. But again...unlucky me.
My other friend couldn't make it as well.
So I decided to give up...I really wanted to cry for having a bad day.
My cousin Don noticed that....so he asked me to go to "Shuttle Guy's" bar to have a drink.
So we went to his bar.
We had a couple of drinks already. When I noticed Shuttle Guy coming in.
When he saw me he quickly went on the side and fix his hair. I really don' know why he did that.:)
All I know is that I'm so happy on that moment. I also thanked my cousin for bringing me to that bar.
Anyway my cousin Don happens to know Shuttle Guy's auntie. So he asked her some questions
about Shuttle Guy. Of course without being obvious that we're actually interested about SG.
Cousin Don: ...so he is your nephew. Is he married?.
Auntie: Yes, he is...he even got a child already.
After hearing that my cousin Don look at me.
And me after hearing that...all I want is to go out to that bar and cry.
I couldn't control my tears anymore so I texted my friend and asked him to call me.
So when my friend did...I finally got the excuse to go out.
Then outside the bar.
That's where I cried endlessly...well not really endlessly. But yeah...I cried so hard.
How come I didn't see that coming. How come I didn't knew that earlier.
I was so upset to myself. Why did I have to fall in love with a guy that is actually married.
I couldn't blame anyone but me. Good thing I didn't make any moves to him.
Good thing I didn't let myself get obvious that I liked him. Otherwise, I just making myself
look like a fool in front of him.
The worse feeling is waking up in the morning. Knowing that I don't have the right to think of him anymore.:(
I even saw him on my last day in Philippines.
I was really sad. That is the most painful heartbreak that I had.:(
But minna. I was still happy that I had the chance to met him.
Minna-sang don't worry about me..cause overall I enjoyed my stay in Philippines.
And I' am planning to go back next year...yeeeeppppeeeeeehhhhh!:)
P.S:
"There's no such thing as moving on. So I don't want to waste my time doing that.
Even tho I don't have the chance anymore. I still want to keep him in my heart.
I'm going to love him until I find the right guy for me.:)"
Genki? Genki?:D
Minnasang I just came back last week from Philippines...yay!
I had so much fun!!!...I should've stayed long....phew...:)
I was so happy that I get the chance to hang out with my friends again.
Definitely one of the best thing that happened to me this year.
Anyway...I got a lovestory to share.
First of all we moved to a new house.
So when my Mom and I came to Philippines that's were we stayed.
And that's where I met this guy. Well I didn't actually meet him personally.
Anyway minna let's just call him "Shuttle Guy"
In are subdivision we have a shuttle in each phase/street.
This guy happens to be one of the driver. Well that is one of their family business.
And they also owned a bar and restaurant that is really famous in the area.
Since are car is currently in maintenance.
I happened to ride the shuttle every time I go out and whenever I go home.
He most of the time wear glasses. Which I find i really cute on him.
Then one day my cousin Don and Auntie was teasing me to him. Just for a joke.
Then I realized that I'm actually attractive to him.
So I always ask my cousin Don for help. Because I really like him and I feel
like everyday my feelings to him is getting deeper. Well, that's how I feel.
Everyday I get excited to see him. Hoping that he will notice me.
Then one day...I was supposed to meet up with my friend Ske...
But unfortunately he forgot about it...I was so upset.
So I decided to meet up with my other friend because I was already dressed up
and I don't want my preparation gone to waste. But again...unlucky me.
My other friend couldn't make it as well.
So I decided to give up...I really wanted to cry for having a bad day.
My cousin Don noticed that....so he asked me to go to "Shuttle Guy's" bar to have a drink.
So we went to his bar.
We had a couple of drinks already. When I noticed Shuttle Guy coming in.
When he saw me he quickly went on the side and fix his hair. I really don' know why he did that.:)
All I know is that I'm so happy on that moment. I also thanked my cousin for bringing me to that bar.
Anyway my cousin Don happens to know Shuttle Guy's auntie. So he asked her some questions
about Shuttle Guy. Of course without being obvious that we're actually interested about SG.
Cousin Don: ...so he is your nephew. Is he married?.
Auntie: Yes, he is...he even got a child already.
After hearing that my cousin Don look at me.
And me after hearing that...all I want is to go out to that bar and cry.
I couldn't control my tears anymore so I texted my friend and asked him to call me.
So when my friend did...I finally got the excuse to go out.
Then outside the bar.
That's where I cried endlessly...well not really endlessly. But yeah...I cried so hard.
How come I didn't see that coming. How come I didn't knew that earlier.
I was so upset to myself. Why did I have to fall in love with a guy that is actually married.
I couldn't blame anyone but me. Good thing I didn't make any moves to him.
Good thing I didn't let myself get obvious that I liked him. Otherwise, I just making myself
look like a fool in front of him.
The worse feeling is waking up in the morning. Knowing that I don't have the right to think of him anymore.:(
I even saw him on my last day in Philippines.
I was really sad. That is the most painful heartbreak that I had.:(
But minna. I was still happy that I had the chance to met him.
Minna-sang don't worry about me..cause overall I enjoyed my stay in Philippines.
And I' am planning to go back next year...yeeeeppppeeeeeehhhhh!:)
P.S:
"There's no such thing as moving on. So I don't want to waste my time doing that.
Even tho I don't have the chance anymore. I still want to keep him in my heart.
I'm going to love him until I find the right guy for me.:)"