alright so I have absolutely nothing to do right now and I really want Justin to drive me to hampton but he wont because he's a shit. jk, hes awesome but i really want to chill with carissa. shes cool. met her the other day and that was funny. so uhhh.... tomorrow i'm going back to justins school and I get to go see ellen and carissa and everyone ( Read more... )

I am so stressed and hurt right now. I dont really know what I'm thinking about or how to think it really, things are just bothering me, everything is just bothering me, there is too much for me to handle and its just not worth the effort, its worse than the daily routine I carry, this constant conversion of oxygen is getting old, and yet I re ( Read more... )

AHHHH LOOK AT THE PICTURE!!!!!! YESSSS!!!! thats my stomach B4 I had the tatoo!!!!! omg I'm fucking gorgeous. lol. seriously though. I love it. damnit....

alright so today was cool, I went to Justin's school and that was fun and I chilled with him and decided to just have a relaxed time and ended up spending most of the time with the cutest most amazing girl in the ENTIRE school. her name is Ellen, which I find sort of ironic....anyways.... so shes really like...THE SHIT. seriously, never met someone ( Read more... )

yeah so this is my update ( Read more... )

so, long time passed. woo.

alright, jenny and I got into a fight, didnt talk for two months, (till right now) and then i went out with lauren and catie and dev. and jayme... well, not really going out, just more "buddies" anyways... things are boring, women are great, end of story.

w00t

klinka

so what is "hate sex" yeah, let me explain it to you, its when someone completely shatters your heart and yet you still love them and need them to be in you more than you want to ever admit. "Hate sex" is them thinking that you are angry and you are really begging for every moment of what seems like should be hurtful.... thats what "hate sex" is. I ( Read more... )

so this is my uber-quick update, things are good, met three new girls that I dont really care about, jenny and I are back to the benefits and it is and always was amazing :) I heart what I do.... anyways.... I guess I'm disappointed with one girl though, it didnt turn out thew way I wanted, shes my friend Dom's cousin and shes cool. she has a ( Read more... )

this is the aftermath ( Read more... )

well, today was interesting. but not really because it contained absolutly nothing out of the ordinary. I think my teachers have given up writing me detentions.... I haven't gone to any classes but art for three days. I've been out of sorts. We all have our days, but this is different. Its like I know that I lost her but I realize that I'm over ( Read more... )