OOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHH MAAAAAANNNNNNNNN.....so last friday was my junior prom....but of course i didnt go...but i went to planet hollywood...and then toys r us....and all over...and then back to kristens house to drink! oh so much fun.....i will put the pictures up as soon as i remember how to put them in here lol.....so yeah allison is my lover lol... ( Read more... )

so jose and luis are over...long story...im talking to mark again why i dont really know....even he asked me why i forgave him...but i didnt have an answer...but yeah i am not going to do the same thing again....but yeah this weekend was good i went to hang out with jo and patty and a few people by them...we had fun...but the stories are too bad to ( Read more... )

so now i am 17 man...i feel so old....but i know im not....but i am older than alot of my friends....but yeah...yesterday school wasnt that bad....kinda long boring and painful but that is basically everyday....when i came home it was weird...then my brothers girl friend joy came over then later on william and afet that jose...we had some cake and ( Read more... )

so yeah its like 330 am....and like 2 days away from my birthday...life sucks...people lie...i get angry..but oh well...i have nothing to do...i dont wanna go to sleep cause everything i have a bad dream and wake up feeling sick....well yesterday i worked with justin and john...it was long and boring...i kept almost falling alseep...and i dont know ( Read more... )

well thanksgiving was quite a day....my grandma pissed off my dad and he puched the door(not with much force) thinking it was wood and broke the whole window...they all trash talk about my mom and get drunk....im not saying i dont say stuff but they are mean...and my cousins asked my uncle brian for a dog...but instead he got them a foreign ( Read more... )

well today i didnt have any classes and i dont know if my mom tried to wake me up to go to school... or if she just said i didnt have to go cause chrissy and yvonne arent going....cause i didnt wake up till about 10...that was some needed sleep on my behalf...i didnt sleep sunday or monday cause i think too much....thats really my problem i think ( Read more... )

normally my mind is thinking of a million things at once unabke to concentrate on one thing....but today i found my self only able to think of one thing....and that reminded me of a few things i have to do for school...i dont know what it is...i just cant stop thinking about this one thing............its making me so angry and its kinds depressing ( Read more... )

it is amasing what you will do if your a desperate and are in the right situation to "help" your self...i knew this lady that worked in a bank and her huband is an asshole.....who like to get tattoos and they waste money on things they dont need and cray stuuf...and they have big plans....but not enough money...and the mom who wroked at the bank ( Read more... )

well friday was bad i was supposed to go bowling but i wasnt feeling up to it mentally or physically...so i came home and i talked to danielle...she is better....well not fully but as good as she can be for the time being...then i went to hang out with jose so he wasnt home alone with the kids...and his grandfather was like your going to marry her ( Read more... )

i feel so bad...danielle isnt taking this too well....when i went to the wake this afternoon her mom said until she saw me she hadent talked in about 2 days...i wanted to go back again tonight but i couldent...but i am going tomorrow to the mass...hopefully....i hope she is ok soon...she did something and i yelled at her but i am going to talk to ( Read more... )