Today is such a dark day. Not weather-wise, of course. The bright sunshine and gentle breezes outside my window are the photo-negative of how I see the day. It seems completely out of place to me. It's just all wrong ( Read more... )

Today I did something really scary for me. Something that I had never done before. Something that took a lot of courage for me to do ( Read more... )

Why are relationships so much work? Why can't they be easy ( Read more... )

I'm on a mission. I'm looking for my spiritual gift. The Bible tells us that everyone has one, so I'd like to find mine so that I can put it into use ( Read more... )

I wonder what it would look like to take all the men out of my story. What would I do? Who would I be? Would I feel more confident and secure in my existence ( Read more... )

There comes a moment in every person's life when they have to take a step back from their situation and ask themselves if it's worth it to continue on the current path. Is it worth the effort that is required? Is it worth the sacrifices? Am I happy with this situation and, if not, does it have the potential to EVENTUALLY make me happy? Will it get ( Read more... )

I need a better use of my time. Something to keep me busy while I wait for Mr. E to notice that I'm not around anymore. And something to distract me when he never does ( Read more... )

What do you do when something is terribly wrong inside, but no one understands? Or even seems to care? What do you do when you're standing in the middle of the room, screaming desperately for someone to help, and everyone around says "so, anyway, as I was saying....." as they glance in annoyance your direction because you so rudely interrupted them ( Read more... )

It all seems so familiar to me ( Read more... )

What I really wanted last night was to sit with Mr. E quietly on the couch, while he played with my hair, and talk. Not about anything in particular; just about work, family, church, community group, the Bible, my activities, and life in general ( Read more... )