I am writing, for many reasons, or maybe no reason at all ( Read more... )

You just kind of grow to expect things. I just wish I knew the answer to one thing:

How many times do I have to give, before I am rewarded with something other than a slap in the face? Or better yet, how many slaps until I realize, its not worth it.

I wish I would use this more often. Its probably a lot more useful to ME than myspace anyways. So much has happened to me since my last update, I dont even know where to begin. Which is why I dont think im gonna write anything else.

And yet again I find myself in the same Dilemma. I wonder if life works in cycles; repeatedly swinging you up into exhileration and ecstacy, before letting you plunge into despair and destitude. Im lucky enough to have experienced both many times. However, my cycle seemed to have frozen. I am not rising or falling. I am stuck; stuck without ( Read more... )

Wassup Mah Peepz? LOL im sitting here reading all of my old journal entries and I love reading them so it got me in the mood to write some more. So lets see whats been going on? Today I pretty much had class all day. OMG i cant STAND one of my proffesors. I swear to you he is a blundering walrus. All he does is talk about calculus and when you ask ( Read more... )

So yea I deffinately havent updated since JUNE 13TH!!! WTF Myspace came and devoured my need for livejournal-- BUT myspace has deff got super boring lately so im giving my LJ a nice little visit lol. What is there to say? I dont even know if im gonna make this a regular thing, or if its a one time thing when im trying to kill time at 1:45 am before ( Read more... )

True Love doesn't exist. I find it impossible to believe that a human being can reach the ideal form of pure and unconditional love. That someone would give their everything, their all, their LIFE, without expecting anything at all in return is just ridiculous. It's just not human nature. It has been said that pure love isnt meant to only be ( Read more... )

So yea... today was deffinately my last day of highschool. I keep saying it over and over again, to try and get some emotion from myself, but i just keep pulling a blank. I want to feel sad, nervous, excited, happy, relieved... but nope. LOL, maybe itll hit me on graduation day. So this means no more bull shit, time to grow up and face the real ( Read more... )

What is it?
Is it that you cant stand to see me happy?
Do you refuse to accept that my life goes on with out you?
My priority isnt to try and make you feel bad; I wouldnt want you to feel bad.
Im not wearing a mask to cover up my depression, 
For i've experienced no depression due to this
I dont have any resentment towards you for leaving me--
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