last night i went along to watch some guys from work play in the yearly 6 a side outdoor soccer comp at UQ. i wasnt planning on playing (altho i did have my gear with me) but when two of the guy split after the second of three qualifying games to go to splendour in the grass, i kitted up and played ( Read more... )

so im stagnating again. i can feel it in my bones, and if my bones had feelings, im sure theyd be feeling it too. i havent been to the gym in a month, and im begining to think that this has something to do with my overwhelming feeling of general stress and frustration at my current life situation ( Read more... )

its been a long time since i updated, but theres been a few major events worth noting in here for future reference ( Read more... )

well its sunday morning, im waiting for the it guy to restore our server onto the new HP box for me to set it all up for the developers on monday. i should get some breakfast but im having trouble pulling myself away from this cd of rachmaninov and shostakovich sonatas ( Read more... )

well its been a long time since i did an update ( Read more... )

well its my birthday ( Read more... )

well ive spent the last hour and a half merging changes from alia's codebase into mine. ill have to finish the physics soon and check it in sometime soon this is getting nuts ( Read more... )

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its been a while since i last updated this thing. i suppose ive been a little too busy. ive got a d&d adventure to write (no sniggering), a game im working on, 4 instances of soccer a week, its all a little crazy at the moment.

yesterday was my lil bros 22nd birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOU SEXY BEAST. photos can be viewed here the other bit of news ( Read more... )

im a perfectionist, i think the reason i have so many issues with people and relationships is because i want everything to be perfect, i dont want anyone to hate me, i dont want to upset people, i want everyone i know to have things be perfect, to date perfect people and to have perfect lives ( Read more... )