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Name: Kylie or Misaki
Age: 13, 14 in November
Height: 5'5
Personality: I'm very, very interchangeable. It's difficult to pin me down as one or two words, I guess. I can be incredibly kind and I like to think that I'm loyal. I've been told that I don't turn away people that need me to help them. The problem is that when I do, I always put my needs down last. I can also be very hyperactive and I act like I'm on crack. Only I come very quickly down from this high and then I end up very depressed and bleak. I've been told I'm a defeatist and depressing and pessimistic, negative, whatever you'd like to call it... I don't like myself and I tend to put myself down and deride myself frequently. I find myself unloveable.
I'm also very... unusual, I've been told, generally in my behaviour and things I like. My favourite thing to talk about is Ebola; I'm such a loner, avoidant of social situations, although I can be so friendly and FORWARD [hee, I have a dirty mind, too], that I miss a lot of social cues. I had to be told that 'we don't talk about haemorrhagic fevers at dinner'. xD I've been obsessed with various things over the years; I throw myself wholeheartedly into my obsessions. I have such energy about them. Then when I lose interest, I become lethargic and floppy and sad. Yet I've always enjoyed microbiology and diseases. :) I come out with very random statements, and I don't mean 'OMGZ I LYK PIE LOL LOOK AT ME I'M RANDOM'. They just seem to have no relevance, probably because I'm self-absorbed.
I'm very paranoid, too. Incredibly neurotic. I lie awake at nights with insomnia and I panic over what I've done in the day, frequently double-guessing and just always beating myself up. I guess I'm a bit emo in that I am always whining, as well. XDDD! Seriously, though, I'm so anxious and tense; I've never been very relaxed as a person, even if I come across as easygoing.
I can also be very harsh on people and snappy and bitter. It depends how close they are. I'm pretty honest about my opinions. I tend to regret the cruel things I say afterwards, and I get filled with shame and self-hatred.
I talk a lot. Maybe you didn't notice how verbose I am :) Yet I can be quite reticent -- it's when I'm in a small, individual social setting that I panic. I contradict myself a lot, both when I talk and inside myself, as a person. Like, I've been told that I'm very clueless, although I've also been told that I'm cynical and look for the worst in things. I'm also very analytical. I analyse EVERYTHING to bits and verbalise it. My journal is full of philosophy and analysing, in between the whining and squeeing.
I'm a jealous and possessive person as well. I don't like that I'm a control freak.
Strengths: Well, I covered myself well up there, I think! I guess the loyalty and the honesty, although I wouldn't say I'm selfless, because I'm selfish like all humans. I'm also pretty good at remembering stuff -- about my interest subjects, and no one wants to hear about Ebola. XP I can be fun, when I'm hyper.
Weaknesses: I'm self-abosrbed, not very kind sometimes, weak physically, a bit of a defeatist, elitist at times, overly sensitive, paranoid, not trusting, neurotic, and a hypochondriac. I'm very proud as well. I'm so moody, too; I hate that I am so melancholic. And I can be a little tactless. I also get very lonely and overemotional, lost in the past when I should live for the future. I can be hard and unemotional about it, but I'm no good at getting over things. I forgive; I don't forget. And I don't mean revenge! I'm vindictive at times, but revenge is something a bit unnecessary to me.
Bad Habits: Chewing my nails, chewing my hair, tapping, humming, sitting tensely, talking too much.
Likes: Sweet things, gay pairings XD, anime, manga, gaming, weeaboo stuff, the internet, reading, the rain, going by contraries, fruit, sleeping, crossdressing guys ♥, cute animals
Dislikes: Sunshine, natural light XD, most weeaboos, insomnia, myself, drama, social situations, summer and hot weather, Australia, the dregs of society XDDDDD, males, children
Hobbies: Being lifeless xD; Reading, complaining, being bitter, LJ, analysing, writing, drawing.
Talents: Ummm... well, here's where it comes between me and my 'I hate myself' thing... =_____=; probably finding the worst side in everything XD I get good marks at school except in Math and PE, though!
Interests: THE EBOLA VIRUS, everything else I mentioned in a positive matter :3, Greek mythology, ancient history, being bored! XD;;;
Favourite character: Light. I love Light. I always fall for the megalomaniacs with God complexes. ^___^ He's so intriguing and interesting. I see that some people think he's the archetypal one-dimensional murderer... but to me, he still means well. He just is very misguided and warped. ♥ I find him hot and enigmatic XD;; Also, he's so interesting to consider on a psychological basis!
Least favourite character: I don't really like L for my own reasons, but Misa. She is annoying and I just want to slap her. She gets in the way of everything. I also hate her possessiveness. I'm jealous :( I also see too much of her in myself.
Would you use the Death Note?: Hell, no. To me, eye for an eye isn't justice. It's lowering yourself. To be clichéd, two rights don't make a wrong. I could never bear the burden of not only the life I took, but the lives I ruined thereby, as well. To me, there's a line and using a Death Note is crossing it. I'm not even sure if I'd use it to protect someone I loved. I'm more of the SELF-SACRIFICE-IN-A-BLAZE-OF-GLORY person. XD;
Who would you use it on, and why?: See above. Maybe Misa-- Er. Yeah. Considering Rem and her eyes and stuff...
Do you support Kira?: I don't support Kira's actions. Yet I found myself going for Light all through the series. If Kira was real, I'd be violently opposed.
Anything else you'd like to add?: Not really D:
Pictures!: TTLY CAMERA-SHY SRY. Also, I'm not very pretty. :(
My five votes!: Top of entry... and there were only two, sorry...
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Application__
Name: Kylie or Misaki
Age: 13, 14 in November
Height: 5'5
Personality: I'm very, very interchangeable. It's difficult to pin me down as one or two words, I guess. I can be incredibly kind and I like to think that I'm loyal. I've been told that I don't turn away people that need me to help them. The problem is that when I do, I always put my needs down last. I can also be very hyperactive and I act like I'm on crack. Only I come very quickly down from this high and then I end up very depressed and bleak. I've been told I'm a defeatist and depressing and pessimistic, negative, whatever you'd like to call it... I don't like myself and I tend to put myself down and deride myself frequently. I find myself unloveable.
I'm also very... unusual, I've been told, generally in my behaviour and things I like. My favourite thing to talk about is Ebola; I'm such a loner, avoidant of social situations, although I can be so friendly and FORWARD [hee, I have a dirty mind, too], that I miss a lot of social cues. I had to be told that 'we don't talk about haemorrhagic fevers at dinner'. xD I've been obsessed with various things over the years; I throw myself wholeheartedly into my obsessions. I have such energy about them. Then when I lose interest, I become lethargic and floppy and sad. Yet I've always enjoyed microbiology and diseases. :) I come out with very random statements, and I don't mean 'OMGZ I LYK PIE LOL LOOK AT ME I'M RANDOM'. They just seem to have no relevance, probably because I'm self-absorbed.
I'm very paranoid, too. Incredibly neurotic. I lie awake at nights with insomnia and I panic over what I've done in the day, frequently double-guessing and just always beating myself up. I guess I'm a bit emo in that I am always whining, as well. XDDD! Seriously, though, I'm so anxious and tense; I've never been very relaxed as a person, even if I come across as easygoing.
I can also be very harsh on people and snappy and bitter. It depends how close they are. I'm pretty honest about my opinions. I tend to regret the cruel things I say afterwards, and I get filled with shame and self-hatred.
I talk a lot. Maybe you didn't notice how verbose I am :) Yet I can be quite reticent -- it's when I'm in a small, individual social setting that I panic. I contradict myself a lot, both when I talk and inside myself, as a person. Like, I've been told that I'm very clueless, although I've also been told that I'm cynical and look for the worst in things. I'm also very analytical. I analyse EVERYTHING to bits and verbalise it. My journal is full of philosophy and analysing, in between the whining and squeeing.
I'm a jealous and possessive person as well. I don't like that I'm a control freak.
Strengths: Well, I covered myself well up there, I think! I guess the loyalty and the honesty, although I wouldn't say I'm selfless, because I'm selfish like all humans. I'm also pretty good at remembering stuff -- about my interest subjects, and no one wants to hear about Ebola. XP I can be fun, when I'm hyper.
Weaknesses: I'm self-abosrbed, not very kind sometimes, weak physically, a bit of a defeatist, elitist at times, overly sensitive, paranoid, not trusting, neurotic, and a hypochondriac. I'm very proud as well. I'm so moody, too; I hate that I am so melancholic. And I can be a little tactless. I also get very lonely and overemotional, lost in the past when I should live for the future. I can be hard and unemotional about it, but I'm no good at getting over things. I forgive; I don't forget. And I don't mean revenge! I'm vindictive at times, but revenge is something a bit unnecessary to me.
Bad Habits: Chewing my nails, chewing my hair, tapping, humming, sitting tensely, talking too much.
Likes: Sweet things, gay pairings XD, anime, manga, gaming, weeaboo stuff, the internet, reading, the rain, going by contraries, fruit, sleeping, crossdressing guys ♥, cute animals
Dislikes: Sunshine, natural light XD, most weeaboos, insomnia, myself, drama, social situations, summer and hot weather, Australia, the dregs of society XDDDDD, males, children
Hobbies: Being lifeless xD; Reading, complaining, being bitter, LJ, analysing, writing, drawing.
Talents: Ummm... well, here's where it comes between me and my 'I hate myself' thing... =_____=; probably finding the worst side in everything XD I get good marks at school except in Math and PE, though!
Interests: THE EBOLA VIRUS, everything else I mentioned in a positive matter :3, Greek mythology, ancient history, being bored! XD;;;
Favourite character: Light. I love Light. I always fall for the megalomaniacs with God complexes. ^___^ He's so intriguing and interesting. I see that some people think he's the archetypal one-dimensional murderer... but to me, he still means well. He just is very misguided and warped. ♥ I find him hot and enigmatic XD;; Also, he's so interesting to consider on a psychological basis!
Least favourite character: I don't really like L for my own reasons, but Misa. She is annoying and I just want to slap her. She gets in the way of everything. I also hate her possessiveness. I'm jealous :( I also see too much of her in myself.
Would you use the Death Note?: Hell, no. To me, eye for an eye isn't justice. It's lowering yourself. To be clichéd, two rights don't make a wrong. I could never bear the burden of not only the life I took, but the lives I ruined thereby, as well. To me, there's a line and using a Death Note is crossing it. I'm not even sure if I'd use it to protect someone I loved. I'm more of the SELF-SACRIFICE-IN-A-BLAZE-OF-GLORY person. XD;
Who would you use it on, and why?: See above. Maybe Misa-- Er. Yeah. Considering Rem and her eyes and stuff...
Do you support Kira?: I don't support Kira's actions. Yet I found myself going for Light all through the series. If Kira was real, I'd be violently opposed.
Anything else you'd like to add?: Not really D:
Pictures!: TTLY CAMERA-SHY SRY. Also, I'm not very pretty. :(
My five votes!: Top of entry... and there were only two, sorry...