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A change is gonna come
There is so much to push through. I can only believe I'm getting stronger, even when I don't feel it.
The buildings were haughty, unforgiving. I ran out first because I couldn't catch my breath. In the gray dawn I almost remember the city with the rollercoaster streetways and the open east, incomplete and fuzzy at the edges as if out of some distant ( Read more... ) -
The bananas are old;
Even my sister says I'm too quiet. I didn't know that. At least when I'm not being insane. And then it's a couple of laughs before an eventual blocking out, on her part, not mine. I like when the laughs just keep coming and I'm crying everything's so funny because it's not that funny but I'm laughing like it is anyway. I talk aloud in response to ( Read more... ) -
Go
Feeling like fire today, every inch. Gonna make things burn.
Look up. Keep moving, keep looking up. Nothing else I can do.
It amazes me the way something comes along and shifts the world in your favor just when you think you're going to fall.
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Forged in the heart of a long-dead star
"We are star stuff which has taken its destiny into its own hands. The loom of time and space works the most astonishing transformations of matter." -Carl Sagan
"We are the Universe trying to understand itself." - faultyproboscus
I love the feeling of awe the mere fact of being inspires. Every little thing, every tiny disregarded and day-forgotten ( Read more... ) -
And if a double decker bus...
My skin can't hold me in much longer.
Drums and waves and running 'til there's nothing left. Until then everything's shake shake shake like a palsied old man.
When I can't create, all I want to do is destroy everything.
With faces close and eyes closed, this is what I remember:
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Disarm
Stop being so cynical. It is not becoming. And being boring, well, that's a crime.
The war between being and nothingness is the underlying illness of the twentieth century. Boredom slays more of existence than war. - Norman Mailer
Get your things together or throw them all out the window. Whatever. Just DO something.
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Headaches
My brainage is defuncting.
I don't like "Spirited Away." It's ugliness makes me uncomfortable. That is it. It is grotesque.
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Coming along
I feel like being loud. I want to be the sky breaking, a hundred-billion shimmering bits biting the night.
It's amazing the speed at which time moves. I think about where I was a year ago and it's all so different now. Brilliant, mostly, and so different. Things were the same for too long. Now I finally feel that resistance starting to give. Still ( Read more... ) -
Mmhm
You said you were leaving for work and he had mono and hadn't fallen asleep until an hour before so try and be quiet, don't wake him. I was mad because I was tired and felt like being annoyed and because I didn't want to get sick, this place or my head, one of them or both, is full enough of distortions as it is. I made a voiceless "ughhh" that you ( Read more... )
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