DisorderYour ScoreMajor Depression:Extremely HighDysthymia:HighBipolar Disorder:HighCyclothymia:HighSeasonal Affective Disorder:Very SlightPostpartum Depression:N/ATake the Depression Testyay, stupid online tests. It's like I'm 16 again ( Read more... )

fucking hard.

I played a "serious" boardgame (Terraforming Mars) by myself today. It was strangely satisfying.

Every once in a while I get the kind pf bad dream I know Ive had before. Id apent a huge amount of effort engineering a revoluton or coup detat or slmrthing whilr also taking care of my two liond and aeveral housecats in some kind of apartment built alnost likr a spaceahip with different levrls devotes to diferent thibga with habitats etc. I think ( Read more... )

Last night/this morning I had a dream about having a kid with Catherine. He was a tiny little wrinkly thing, dark hair and green eyes. At first he squirmed a lot, but eventually he calmed down and opened his eyes. We called him Kevin, after either my brother or Catherine's passed-away friend. At one point, I think I asked for him to be put in a ( Read more... )

There are a lot of things I want to remember from this last trip. It's hard to believe it was only two weeks ( Read more... )

I have incredibly complicated dreams in very compressed timeframes. Slept for maybe 2 h after coming back. So many random things based on partial junk in my brain ( Read more... )

I'm relearning the joy of driving fast at night with my windows down and my music up.

Also, air guitar/drums/bass. Man, I've missed Fall Out Boy and Metric.

What do you do about a dream that feels so real you're not sure you're alive when you wake up? I've had a recurring dream about flying. Last night, there were elements that were obviously fantasy - when I went out at night to play boardgames with Lee, I wouldn't load my gear in an elongated rack case and put my helicopter on a conveyor belt to ( Read more... )

"For me, what began as a rollicking adventure over a long weekend with friends ended with deep reflection on why more and more people are seeking out festivals to experience, connect, feel alive. During a talk in the Temple on the last day of Lightning in a Bottle, Chip Conley (of Fest300/Airbnb/Joie de Vivre) decreed: the more digital we get, the ( Read more... )