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i feel like im falling apart.. and everything in my life is going wrong
i have so much to look forward to and its not like my life is terrible ive just been under so much stress with having to pay all these fuken bills and worrying about money i mean i hardly work ever and it doesnt help that im just constantley sick.. i cant get better maybe its stress i mean i dont know i have a very low immune system but just lately ive been depressed my mom is up my ass about everything finding out what im goin to do in my future and everyday now its something new.. i love jay to death but it doesnt help us out when im in the worst mood i take everything out on him i just dont know what to do he tried to cheer me up and we went out to the movies and on the way home went to the humane society which i left in tears weve been lookin to get a puppy which i personally cant afford right now .. i just feel so bad for all those dogs there im a fucken baby.. and the past 2 days ive been in the worst pain bc of my cysts and have a bad head cold and feel nasty.. i seriously just hate life right now