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Today is boring. im so confused.. i hate storms.. if the power goes out for good *not just flickering on and off*.. then we wont have power for like 2 weeks which means party/home coming week are cancelled :( Im prayin all day.. Man I hope i still get to have my party..
[Three things that scare me:]
1: failure
2: stalkers ha ewww LAUREN help :) ha
3: the thought of losing ppl i care about
[Three things that make me laugh:]
1: Me dissing Jon
2: 9/24/04
3: Missa n Rhett at Ryan's buffett thing hahah
[Three Things I love:]
1: my REAL friends
2: writing
3: nice convos with people that really care about me, the ones that i dont have to talk to every day but we still are really close!
[Three Things I hate:]
1: how i hurt the ones i care about most.. that includes me
2: how the people i thought were nice people have changed alot or just are now showing me their real personality
3: ... the time of the month haha Jon
[Three things I don't understand:]
1: why i pressure myself so much about everything
2: why really hot guys kiss me :)
3: why people that call themselves friends arent really at all
[Three things I can do:]
1: ehh u know haha
2:ehh u know again haha
3: make people laugh .. usually at me but u know
[Three ways to describe my personality:]
Any one that reads this.. answer this so i know u care :)
well im done gotta go Step Dad needs the computer.. ahh boys are complicated.. <3
call me today.. everyone much <3