URGH!!

[do_it_4_her]

I almost killed myself this weekend I was in the middle of doing it when my friend anthony called me. And I couldn't keep doing it. I'm kinda glad I didn't but I still kinda wish I had done it. To make my day worse my friend lost my Avenged Sevenfold CD (the new one) I miss it so much. God this is the worst day. Anthonys say's I have to talk to

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[gc4ljoel]

okay, because i just added you, i want to know more about you.

this isn't an accustaion, just an honest question.

would you say you are one of those people who seeks attention by threatening their own health? Such as, i cut myself today, or i was about to kill myself. Is that true, or do you seriously just take death lightly?

[do_it_4_her]

I take death kinda lightly like I'm not afarid to die but I relive now that it's not my time to go. Ok more about me well I hope I'm not repeating but I'm a senior at Port Angeles High School it's this small subarben high school in the middle of a hick town I can't wait to get out. My birthdays in June,on the 19th, I can't wait to turn 18. Me and my friends are going to get a hotel room and totally trash it Punk Rock style. I have light brown hair but I'm going to dye it a darker brown. I have a huge crush on Bam Margera,Billy Martin, and Joel and Benji their all so fucking hott. I like being the shoulder to cry on for my friends and even strangers. It just makes me feel really good. And I love love my band. Their family really my cousin Sean is the lead singer then it's his best friend JJ and his 2 little brothers Mike and Mark who I've known all my life. The drums are my release I want to go big someday but still stay true to my fans like Rancid and GC did. I guess thats me. You should tell me more about you.

[gc4ljoel]

wow that was kick ass. i like knowing more about people. more about me? umm... let's see

16 in july. sophomore. boyfriend, two friends. and that's it socially, like, really. i have two friends and a boyfriend. and they are all boys.

past? uh, drugs and feeble suicide attempts. self-injury, that old chestnut

two chemical imbalances, victimizing tendancies, love for cooking, good charlotte, joel, playing guitar, and lots of cool shit like that.

i've always wanted a band with my two friends and boyfriend, but the friends are lke, starting bands with other people, so i dunno. i want to hear your band though, that would be rad.

[do_it_4_her]

I'll see if i can send you some thing with my band on it.

[gulfcoastsurfin]

Ahh, i hate it when your doing it and someone interrupts. My ex g/f and i were one time and my stoned friend walked into my bedroom....I should have locked the door. BTW, thanx 4 commenting in my LJ, it makes me feel special when people i dont know care about how i feel. : )

[do_it_4_her]

No problem. So did your dad ever lighten up on letting you go back. you should add me