"Who I am seems to be in direct conflict with someone I love. I see it. I know it. But i do nothing about it. Independence is something I value over anything else. The ability to be. Unrestrained. This goes hand in hand with being self sufficient. Being able to deal with anything and everything that comes my way. On my own. I naturally gravitate towards solitude. Don't get me wrong, I'm no hermit. I love my friends to death, and enjoy their company. I'm just prone to wandering. It's just who I am
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Mike, because I know that you are an independant person I cannot be offended when you have other things to do than sit around my apartment watching the walls. Hell, none of my friends is reliable in the usual sense of the term. It's called having a life, and I'd rather you have one than just bum around my apartment starting fights. Besides, of my friends (including me, oh jesus, including me) you are the MOST reliable. Don't stress that shit man, when I feel like I've been blown off for a stupid reason, I'll let you know. As for the Zach shit, take a clue from those of us who lived in the house. Learn to throw him out, despite what Geoff says. He is an imposition. Charity is wasted on people like him. There's a difference between helping and enabling and i think you are just enabling an asshole in his addiction to being a dick. Shit, none of us could stand him after 2 hours at a party; I don't know how you've done it this long.
I feel your pain.....gotongAugust 4 2005, 12:28:45 UTC
I have to say that when ever you put something in this and open up a bit on here I see how similar your feelings about independence and life are to mine. Freaks me out sometimes to think that someone else is like me
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Hell, none of my friends is reliable in the usual sense of the term. It's called having a life, and I'd rather you have one than just bum around my apartment starting fights. Besides, of my friends (including me, oh jesus, including me) you are the MOST reliable.
Don't stress that shit man, when I feel like I've been blown off for a stupid reason, I'll let you know.
As for the Zach shit, take a clue from those of us who lived in the house. Learn to throw him out, despite what Geoff says. He is an imposition. Charity is wasted on people like him.
There's a difference between helping and enabling and i think you are just enabling an asshole in his addiction to being a dick. Shit, none of us could stand him after 2 hours at a party; I don't know how you've done it this long.
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and love it.
it's called patience grasshopper.
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I appreciate your words and insight.
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