Bah... I am an idiot.

mrar... sleep all day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

go to work...

then bs happens and I feel worse than ever...

I think life is better than it has ever been for me. I am still a thinker. Still a talk-to-mucher. But the people I care about and have in my life seem like they want to be in my life- and that's pretty damn nice for a change.

Although I must admit I am getting bored and I am starting to need freshness- I am doing pretty ok (money problems aside

Been cleaning... have no phone and no computer sooo... soon the crazy will set in.

I miss being able to process on LJ.

Too scared my mom will get on and read it if I keep it open for her... or even access it.

I love the silly moments in life...

I am really confused... and I feel like there is no one I can talk to about it.

2 weeks ago I would have never thought my life would be where it is now...

THE BEST MONTH EVER!!!!!!!!!!!

:-P

~~Happy FEBRUARY~~