come now touch me babe

IM GOING TO BURST IM SO EFFING HAPPY RIGHT NOW

im not listening to eric clapton, im just being extremely lame right now and despising every minute of it ( Read more... )

i want to fall off this airplane! <3<3<3<3!!!!!

sometimes i wonder why god put me on this planet. apparently it wasnt to do much of anything good, but maybe it was to show a living evil. i seem to dissapoint and mislead so many people, and i keep telling myself that im right and admitting in my head that im wrong, absolutely wrong. the lines of justice of crossed paths again. these mixed ( Read more... )

i feel ugly blah

ha what am i kidding...i totally lost my chance. and now what...

i seriously dont know why im thinking so much about you, its simply too over whelming and im tired of denying it
but im still going to
because im always scared

1 hour workout- best thing thats ever happened to me

alright, we all want me to die now for that last entry because im SUPER LAME

I feel unfortunate, as if the darker side of me has once again taken over. i assume it will pass. today was a wonderful day, very easy going and comfy. this morning i stretched out my pants so that kinda sucked, having to pull them up every 2 minutes, but all is fair in war. i hate to admit it but ben is really effecting me...i wish he'd get out of ( Read more... )

it's fun to type in here forty times a day, and know no one is looking because...no one knows i have it i don't think. i'm going to tell amanda though, shes a good commenter and has good insight...always. tomorrow i join her in a great match of DDR...yes, a great match, and thats because we're going to sweat and rock the mats and show everyone WHAT ( Read more... )