dead on the inside

i am confused....i really dont know what to do and there are only a few people that can help because they know whats goin on. i dont have guts. thats the real problem. but from things i hear and what i think just builds up more fear. i really hate it. its crunch time now, thursday maybe the last chance i get i dont know. i cant go to the ( Read more... )

real update.....less than a week of school left....SWEET....pretty good last weekend....made a toga that won a prize....didnt know i could sew that well....im going to make everyday count from now on......tooo much time has been wasted......so i found bread is what im good at....suck at updating from lack of.......

life is goood........

y not...less than a week till im home...work movie and road trips itll be fun with old friends....still hope to see some of the new friends but i dont know if i will....updating is weird ive been busy out....why did i change.....

someone tried to jump me. this is what i looked like afterwards. im ok and he didnt get anything. i dont want anyone to blame themselves either for it.

so went to ohio laast weekend cool. had fun. been chillin with a new "posse". i founf out today that my friends mom died. i saw last week or so at my grandmas wake and i talked to her. now shes gone. she was one year older than my parents. does this mean something. my mom now has one parent and my dad has two. my friend who is my age now ( Read more... )

good luck to everyone tonight....

yeah donkey konga. yeah

its april fools and i got no one.. i was gotten and good. damn