Tonight was excellent. I met Lily downtown at hava java around five. We ate, drank our warm beverages, talked of things. It was very nice, I got a chance to know her better you know blah blah blah... Then we went to see Monsters Inc. which was awesome. And we were cuddly the whole way through that. You know, I really did miss that part of being in ( Read more... )

you know, I just read somehting Kerri put in her diary yesterday and it made me quite contemplative. I think you should all go read it. There's a link in my links thing so I'm not going to bother writing it down again ( Read more... )

There's a person I really dislike. I will not mention this person's name but instead will make a clever alias for them. They will be "Gadget". Gadget doesn't seem to realize that nobody likes her. Okay, in truth there are people who like her but few and far between are they. She asked me today what had happened with hannah and I and I told her and ( Read more... )

I fell really wierd. In my curcumstances I'd expect to feeling really sad, but I don't. I feel like a great weight has been lifted off me. Sure I didn't get the girl in the end but now I don't have to worry about it. I'll still think about her but not in the same way I used too. I used to spend entire days thinking about what might possibly become ( Read more... )

I was with Hannah today in the music school and I almost asked her but then chickened out. So on my way home I stopped by her dorm and left a msg on her door saying to call me tonight. She just called and I asked her and she said no. We're still cool though. She seemed genuinely concerned after she said no. She still wants to be friends but the ( Read more... )

Yeah I'm sorry. whatever. I still haven't asked out hannah but I plan to do so soon. I went by her place monday but she was not there. I did happen to leave a clever note on her door though. The dood in the dorm room next to her's thinks I'm a cool guy. He stopped me when I was leaving and we had a lovely little chat about not letting your wiener ( Read more... )

I WIN!!!
TAKE THAT DOUG!!!

that's it. i give up. you can have her doug. twice in a row. I can't believe it. I'm really pissed off.

I get to see hannah tomorrow. I haven't seen her in like... a long time. it's nothing super huge but a step nonetheless. We're just going to go out for coffee or something but I'm really nervous. She's supposed to call me tonight to arrange what exactly we're doing. I get so nervous before I talk to her. Sometimes we get these wierd silences(you ( Read more... )

that's right kids, bad news. It turns out that Hannah and crappy Doug Angel are going to hook up. She likes him and he likes her so it'll happen eventually. The one I've waited a year for is gone. The thing is, I never got a chance to tell her she's the one I've waited a year for. I've just never been able to say it. I love her so much ( Read more... )