i love to wander, im just chock fuckin full of wanderlust, seriosly, one of my habits since being a little kids is too just dissapear and wander off... i love it, nothing like a little unsupervised adventure, maybe thats why im so happy after going on a crazy adventure. by the way did i ever mention how much i hate this god damn trendy piece of ( Read more... )

so yea, my day was up and down like you wouldnt believe, so it started out alright, until i found out i may not be able to go to china because a) when they were going to give me a name tag i told them i already had a chinese name, b) i said i hated cities and c) i said fuck. so yea it kinda sucks getting your dreams crushed for stupid reasons, then ( Read more... )

so yea, like the subject says s'good. Kinda was a up and down sorta day... one thing though that was cool was in english today we had to comment on a grateful dead quote.. lesse i think it was "may be going to hell in a bucket, but at least im enjoying the ride." an i was all like "damn i used to say the same sorta thing... and its true, i dunno ( Read more... )

wow, i forget that more people then the people i want too can read this shit... fuckin great, glad i look like the whiney ass hole that i am. well, sorta whiney, it started pretty recently, ill give myself at least that.

right so it was a good day today, im pretty happy. i dont think i really have a reason, well i guess i sorta do, i feel like im starting to do things again, i mean its not just stuff, its bettering myself in some way. Playing guitar really was fun, and so was doing a bit of working out... i dunno i mean, i still dont think either of things are ( Read more... )

well, not sure how to say this without sounding like a horny pervert, but ill try... there is deffinetly a difference between "making love" and "having sex"... i would like to know what the former is like someday... just for the record i thought of that while listening to brown eyed girl, so yea... peace

so last night was saved... so while ridiculously toasted, i had some amazing conversation, (and one weird one with someone i didnt know) so yea, that pretty much made me happy. i also love only having a little bit of school, it's so nice and easy... i get to relax and be happy. i think soe day, imma go on an adventure, like one that takes me far ( Read more... )

by the way, my apologies go out to nichole, jeff, sam, and all of those who know the drugs that i do are hurting me, but they have the remarkable ability to at least keep me from being REALLY destructive. i, in all honesty hope i can someday be as strong as you all are. so anyway, dont worry too much, im all talk about the suicide (i think) im way ( Read more... )

so today started out great, school "ended" at second block, because im pretending that third block doesnt exist, and well fourth only does on wednesdays and thursdays. so anyway, after school me and roney and colin, were driving around when we decided to hop on the back of a flatbed 18 wheeler and decided to see where it went (mind you we were ( Read more... )

so did i mention how shitty i felt? yea, why? well because it sucks being socially retarded, like craig vinton. fuck i mean i love the friends that i have but ive been achin for some of my old ones recently... damnit jeff, damnit sam why the hell you guys gotta be so far away and shit... damn i wish people liked me, but then again i guess the best ( Read more... )